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I am feeling very angry and upset with myself right now.
My first baby's birthday was the 6th of April and I completely forgot. I was too wrapped up in this new pregnancy and my ultrasound (that was on the same day) that it didn't cross my mind for a glimpse of a second.
How could I just forget? :crying: it was my first pregnancy and I forgot his birthday, completely and utterly! And it wasn't a little birthday either, it was his 5th!
I don't even know how I am supposed to feel right now....
I always feel so guilty when I forget my angels dates (the loss or due date) I feel like I have forgotten them and they didn't mean anything but they did.
the last couple years I have forgotten and felt terrible about it but now I think I know how I felt about them and the date isn't as important as remembering them at random times kwim??
you do have other things going on and the baby in your belly while not to lessen your feelings is more important right now. I hope that makes sense..
:hug:
Oh babe please don't beat yourself up:hug:
Hunni don't feel bad. My first born son came very early but his EDD was 12/2, and this year I totally forgot on the actual day, I remembered some days later. So sometimes dates do slip our minds, but we do think of our little angels often and I think that's more important. Big hugs :hug:
Don't feel bad Hun. Xoxox.
Love MN ;-)
You may have forgotten one single day, but your heart remembers your angel every second of every day ♥
So true Mylitta. I think the random thoughts are the nicest ones to remember. Be kind to yourself:
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