very sad dream about DD... what does it mean?
Ever since she was born I always have the same dream about DD. Sometimes often, sometimes a few months inbetween. Its always the same thing, tho the details have changed as shes gotten older.
What happens is that I get her to go to sleep and then I decide its all okay, she wont wake up for at least (checks watch) x amount of hours and then I go out and leave her at home asleep on her own!! :( And then I come back after hours and shes lying in her bassinet like an empty shell completely unresponsive, glassey eyed coz she cried and cried for hours but mummy never came to get her when she woke up :'(
Now its slighty different coz shes older, but the same thing, shes alseep so I go out (not like go out on the town, just out doing whatever, I dont know really) and shes woken up and crying for mummy and nobody comes and then she had climed out of the cot and fallen and hurt herself and when I get back shes all glassey eyed and unresponsive coz nobody came to her. And her little face is all streaked with tears, its just so sad!
What gets me is that in the dream it just seems like its an okay thing to do, leave her when shes asleep and go out. I dont even second think it. When I would never ever leave her ever alone!!! Who would!! I havent even left her over night and the only person who has ever looked after her apart from me is my mum.
What does this dream mean? I wish I didnt have it so often :(
