scared about having a pap smear tomorrow
ok, so yes ive given birth 6 times, have a few stretch and sweeps and all that doesnt faze me, but a pap smear scares me!
Its been 8.5 years since my last pap smear and 5 years before that was my first pap, ive only ever had 2 done and im 34.
My first one i was about 20, had a male dr, who hurt me and left me bleeding, and didnt explain anything to me, shortly after that pap, i fell pregnant but sadly lost that baby at 11 weeks.
My 2nd pap was during my 3rd pregnancy but 2nd baby, i was 6th months and although had a really nice lady dr doing it, i had my mum there to hold my hand.
I just kept putting it off, just too scared to do it, my mum has adnormal cells and has to do one every yr, and my sister has also had issues as well and had to have cells removed and regular paps.
So the 2 things combined have freaked me out, and tomorrow i am 6 weeks 2 days post baby and am going in for the pap :o
I know its for my own health safety, and i know its no big deal really, but :o :o :o :o :o