stressing myself out

Ive had nausea and eating/drinking a lot. Boobs are bigger, darker aureola(sp?) and sorer.
Dr told me to wait to get + hpt or wait till fri next week to do bloods. I only have the cheapies off internet and they all come back -.
I am 13dpo but that is going by my longest cycle of 36 days. I normally have 33days but gp wants to go by longest cycle of 36 days which was first cycle after it returned after ds.
I think from memory i got + with ds around now. Am i stressing myself out over nothing. I really want a +.
Had a nightmare last night that felt so real. Its the second this week and had them a lot last time. I think i may be stressing over nothing.

Hope you get your BFP. Are you able to get a more sensitive test, say First Response. A positive is more likely to show up now on one of those rather than an internet cheapie test. Good luck!

I suggest going for a walk, doing something fun or just read a good book.

You're either pregnant or you're not and you'll find out if you are eventually.

Btw, I understand about stressing but as it's something you cant control, let it go. There's enough things in life that cause stress without adding to them.

This pregnancy I didnt get a BFP from an internet cheapies until i was 5 weeks. I kept getting BFN's but was sure i was pregnant. I used a first response and got my BFP at 15DPO.

Internet cheapies were no good for me either until 4-5 weeks this time.
I got a +ve from a first response at around 15DPO the same as LMS. So I'd go and buy some of those if you can't wait any longer :hug: