1 day to BD, fight with DH!
Hi ladies,
I have been charting, tracking and temping etc - Im like a posessed self nurse! Im really upset because I started this big fight with DH and it was all my fault. Im so embarassed!
I knew that the right week to TTC, and I was watching my CM (sorry!).. anyway, it was only 'good' on ONE DAY! Only one day to BD. This happenned last month as weel, so I was expecting it. When that CM seemed to give me the go ahead, I was all amped up to get this BD dance right, but. BUT. DH didnt want to. He hurt is knee, and instead of being understanding, or performing circus acts to make it work, I just fell apart. :redface:
I cried and begged and all the while im thinking, "who in their right mind would want to have BD with this monster?!?"
Im so stressed, and so embarassed and everything is my fault. I even told him that I hate his stupid knee. - what is that? Am I crazy? Is this whole TTC marathon turning me into a horrible undesirable yuk monster? Please, if anyone has advice or if you have been where I am now, let me know. I feel like the worst person in the world.
- Thanks, Sunny.
1 day to BD, fight with DH!
Big :hug: !!! You are only human and it's okay to get upset!! It's what you do now that determines the 'kind' of person you are xxx
Remover that sperm can survive for longer than the egg so you can bd before ovulation and you can bd the next day and it will be okay!!
It's hard not to put pressure on yourself so forgive yourself for the tantrum and apologize and have a giggle with him at the nutty monster that turned up this month!!
Look after yourself hun - you know you made the mistake and that's what counts!