I spoke to a naturopath on Wednesday and after a 10 min conversation he told me that my symptoms sound a lot like Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. He gave me a herbal supplement and said that if it works I should ask my doctor to test me for CFS.
I took one on Wed night and woke up feeling a thousand times better. I've been taking them every day and so far I've had a lot more energy (although I hit a wall at about midday and struggle to keep my eyes open from 3ish onwards.), soooo much more patience with Isaac, clear headed, no nausea, I wake up feeling like I've had a half decent sleep!
Today I looked up the symptoms of CFS. And it is describing me! The only thing I don't seem to have noticed is postexertional malaise, I feel like crap all the time, not just after exercise and I haven't noticed it get worse, except that I get a bit sore and achy). But all other 8 main symptoms I have and 95% of the other secondary symptoms.
So I'm going to book in to the doctor the naturopath recommended as soon as I can afford it and have a chat to them.
I'm a bit nervous and scared, I'm so used to being told I'm just depressed and to take some medication. I'm scared that is what I'll be told this time too. But mostly I'm excited! Which may sound strange, but to finally have a diagnosis would be a massive relief! I've lived with this for so long, I can't wait to have answers and possibly manage it so it doesn't affect me so badly!
Just had to tell someone.
I know it's not a diagnosis and I shouldn't get my hopes up, but it's hard as it's the closest I've ever been to one!

