I had to go to the GP this morning and their system still says I'm pg. It has been 6 months since the d&c, the EDD is coming up in 2 weeks and the last thing I needed right before going to work was a reminder that I would have been 38wks today if things had gone differently. And because the Dr was running so late I'm stuck here at work until who-knows-when to make up for arriving late and trying to keep that reminder out of my thoughts (which is clearly not working, hence coming here).
It's just a sucky day. Worst part is that, having to stay here at work so late, DD will be in bed by the time I get home, so I won't even get cuddles from her to make it all better.

