But I want a waterbirth!!! *stamps foot*
It's really hard to find information about the local hospitals around here. This is increasing the anxiety I feel. I want a waterbirth. I don't think I'll get one. According to the information I've found so far, the only place I can do that is at home (can't afford the MW) or in the GC birth centre. But, because of the total shambles of a birth first time at GCH in Southport, and the butchery of my uterus... ok, it was a c/s but whatever, I'm angry right now. I don't qualify for the BC. Because I'm damaged goods right?
GAH! I hate hospitals. I haven't even met the person who will deliver my baby and I already want to punch them. Why is it so hard for a woman to get the type of birth she wants? I'm not asking that much!!!!!
EFF the system. Hate it. Up yours, hospitals.
/rant.