Shocked, confused, numb.

I had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks this Easter and wasn't coping well. I signed up to a 12 week challenge at my gym and have been smashing it and eating clean all the time but not seeing ANY results. I booked a doctors appointment for yesterday wanting to get my bloods checked as I was blaming my hormones for feeling sluggish and no results. Flo was last 3 days but before I went to gym I saw one pregnancy test kit under the bathroom sink and used it. Came back later and to my absolute shock - BFP!!! I have no signs apart from late period. I'm probably about 4w5d so very early. But I'm spinning out about it. We were preventing, and I was focused on my challenge. I don't know why but I'm not excited or scared. I'm just numb, like this is just a process. Doctor did a POAS and was positive also, I will get bloods tomorrow.

Wow what a shock! Sending you sticky vibes. Good luck with your blood tests.

Hunter Mum I think it's pretty normal - that numbness with a BFP after a loss. I hope this bubba makes the full journey earthside with you.

congratulations. those feelings are normal! wishing you the best

You sound very much like me...numbness has become my barrier, it keeps me sane and I am sticking to it! Don't get me wrong, as the time is going by, I have periods of huge excitement but then go back to keeping myself in check. It has helped me get through the horrible first 3 months if anything...congrats Hun, I hope you have a smooth ride from here :) xo

Thanks everyone, I think the numbness is just protecting me. I do get waves of excitement thinking if we were preventing and bub has chosen us anyway it's gotta be positive thing. Will be a roller coaster few months.

Good luck with everything! How exciting a bfp!

I wish you a h&h 9 months

Goodluck and lots of sticky vibes. The numbness passes :) it took me til about week 15!

I remember feeling much the same when I fell pregnant after my miscarriage, here is to a happy and healthy 9 months :hug:

Congratulations!! Wishing you a wonderful 9 months, I'm so happy for you. Xoxo

It's so lovely to be able to come in and share my news and feelings with supportive people. Means a lot, thanks x