TTC 4 months after miscarriage

Hello all,

I am reaching out and just looking for some support. My husband and I had been TTC for 6 months and found out we were expecting in November 2014. We were then devastated to find out that the pregnancy was a blighted ovum and I would eventually miscarry. I started to miscarry naturally at home on 1/3/15, but wasn't able to pass everything on my own so I went in for D&C on 1/8/15. I feel like my cycles have been crazy since then. They were 37 days, then 32, then 29 this last cycle. It's so frustrating because I don't know when (or if) my body will ever get back to normal. My cycles were almost 40 days long pre-pregnancy, so I am hoping that my body is trying to adjust to a normal 28 day cycle. We have been TTC for a year now and I have made an appointment with a fertility specialist for next month. I feel like I'm driving myself crazy with worry and stress over this. I just want a baby so bad and I had no idea we'd have to travel this difficult road. Just hoping to gain some support and encouragement - thanks in advance :)