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Well i knew it had to come sooner or later, and as much as i know that i have dealt with the loss of my second angel, it still doesnt make this day any easier.
My baby was due today, and she is not here, nor will she be coming. I wont cuddle her, nor will she will wrap her hand around my finger. The only comfort i have today is knowing that when i pass, she will be waiting for me with her brother and i will finally hold the babies i never met.
treelo
thinking of you hunney. xxxx
I'm sorry for your losses. Please be gentle with yourself today. :-)
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Thinking of you today.:)
Oh hun ,there's nothing I could say reall yto make you feel better - I'm dreading my due date myself.
All I can say is - take care of yoruself and take your time to reflect on all the wonderful memories whilist you were pregnant. I'm sure your babies are watching you very closely today.
lots of lvoe
Katia
Big big hugs to you :hug: I hope when you go to sleep tonight you see her in your dreams and you can hold her and cuddle her :hugs:
I'm so sorry for your loss. I've lived through this day myself and it was very painful, but I found once it had passed, it brought a sense of closure - no more thinking, 'I'd be 20 weeks, 32 weeks, my baby would be due next week'. I hope you find the same sense of peace. :hug:
Treelo,
take care of yourself today. I too have lived through these days. It is such a difficult time and I hope that you will come through the otherside a stronger woman.
Big :hug:
Just wanted to give you a :hug: Treelo, thinking of you and your angel today.
oh hun sending you big hugs for you today.... maybe you could plant a lovely flower in her honour today? I know how hard it is.... I created a little box that I painted and put all of my angels things in it and keep it next to my bed - I found that helped xxxxx
:hugs: Treelo... I'm facing the dreaded day tomorrow... I have no idea how I'll cope.
BW
:hugs: treelo hun, you know we are all here thinking of you. I hope that helps somewhat.
I have less than a month till I would have been due.
Hope your day is not too sad, go give your boys a big hug.
xxx
:hug::heartbeat::hug:Thank you everyone for your reply's. Its such an overwhelming feeling to know that someone else has felt this imense grief. How on earth do we do it?? I guess the answer is "because we have to".
Each and every one of you have given me a little bit of strength to get past another hour, and i would just like to say "thank you, i have survived this day, somehow, with a little bit of help from all my BB friends"
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BW - I dont know if its any help, but i found that replying to others and helptng others today, has given me something else to think of. I just spent hours on BB reading others stories and journeys.
I will be thinking of you tomorrow and praying that your caterpilla will give you a sign to let you know that your being cared for from up above.:hug::heartbeat::hug:
hugs to all
treelo