too scared to test

We had been trying for #2 for nearly a year when we finally fell pregnant only to have a miscarriage 2 months ago. AF is nearly due again and I'm feeling a little bit positive with sore BB's which I never get with AF but am too scared to do a test. I only have 3 days to wait but am scared for that coming around too. Does anyone else know how I feel? I don't want to be disappointed again and feel like I'm going to get to the point where I feel like I'm not going to be able to have any more kids.:(

Wishing you heaps and heaps of :bluedust: :bluedust: it's normal to feel nervous and anxious when you are so used to your AF coming along each month, it's devastating :redface: every cycle month..... I am sorry it took you a long time to conceive only to have a miscarry thats really sad to hear :comfort:

I know how you feel :hug: with never feeling like its gonna happen..... hang in there, we will get there eventually..... we're still trying for number 1.