How long to wait inbetween transfers
Hi Guys,
How long (provided there is no medical reason to wait) do you wait inbetween transfers?
Is it normal to wait a few months or do you try each month?
I am having a real dilemma at the moment - I think I have hit the wall so to speak.
I was going to do a transfer this month and now that it is getting close, I just don't know what to do. I want to, I don't want to. It will be my fifth one and I know that is not alot as some have had many - it has been three months since my last which was another chemical pregnancy.
All I want is to be pregnant - I want to wake up tomorrow morning and I am up the duff!
I have had every test under the sun and there is nothing wrong - no medical reason for this and I am starting to wonder if I am wasting my time - if I am fighting a losing battle and I am not meant to have children.
I know I want them - I get so envious when I hear of pregnancies and see people with their children.
My SIL is at the moment and she is having bad MS and complaining about it and anytime someone says "Poor ....." I just think **** I would do anything to have MS and I would love every minute of it because it means I am PREGNANT! And I get angry that she is so ungrateful that she got pregnant so easily and is now complaining about it! I know that is my stuff not hers but God!
I know it is what I want, it is not that at all but I just don't get why and it is like waking from a bad dream that maybe it is just not meant to be, I am never going to experience children of my own and I feel so sad all the time about it. I just don't know what to do.
And it is not even like, wait til tomorrow you will feel better - it is just this nagging - "Give Up, you are never gong to be a mother".
And I don't want to hear it.