Just when I had given up.....
.... I tested on Wed - 2 days before AF due - just to prove to myself that it would be another :bfn: cos I seriously didn't think it would be anything else - why would it be different to the previous months of TTC - and then I looked down and OMG there was 2 lines... a :bfp:. I did another one a few hours later just in case I'd left it too long and there was another :bfp:. 2 more the next day, still there... these were all afternoon tests so really quite faint... then one more the next day however, this time I actually did first pee of the day and OMG I think I believe it now - I am UTD!! Now, I've become the compulsive undie checker!!! Still in shock too I think.