my am so scared that its gonna end up being as traumatic as my First Labour.
1st Labour - 33 hours ending in emergency c-sect he was posterior and the midwife said he wasnt and i pushed for 3 hours after being in intense labour for about 29 hours before this - my epidural came unattached from filter and no-one noticed - until my student midwife said "OMG your epidural is undone" i was in so much pain in my back i ended up hysterical, screaming at them to get him out.
it was very hard on my DF and myself - they ended up rushing me in for EC and he was finally born a fe w minutes later.
I want to try normal vaginal birth again - i dont want a CS if possible - ive got a 16 month old at home that needs me, but im so scared its gonna end up that way again.
need a bit of support gals.....

