If I recall correctly, you're soon to approach the gestational timeframe when you popped with Leilani.
So, here I am wishing you LOTS & LOTS of full term vibes for the impending birth of Ben.
*full term vibes*
Lots of good luck to you sweetheart, I hope you make it all the way to your C-Sec date and have as an empowering birth experience as you can this time around.
