post mortem prelude (manifesto)

"From the darkest corner of my mind
welts the nightmares that summon all my fears

My life before me is now a memory to pave that brighter future
with the uncertainty of what challenges that lay before my very eyes

The rebel fire of insanity, as if from hell itself
haunts me of unspeakable evil in my darkest moments

Free me, leave me, remember me
Those who were next of my kin are there, in the remote of distance yester-year...
the cherished memories that once I had

Now I lay, before thee - pleeing, begging...
grant me back my sanity, give my mortal being a new lease of life once again...
Leave my spirit free

Hatred, anger, misery, torment
reflected in the miror of which I stare

Unholy unrightiousness
has cursed and plagued my mind

The very essense of my innocence
is nothing but now a ruined wasteland

an open landscape for all the rotten faeces of society
to puppeteer deeply into my unconciousness

What was once a dream has now become despair
a vision of success now spirals my demise

a driven individual depleted of his right
to become and be what all of hope can be

at the stroke before all of time
will be the clearing for all the new...

All of what is now will never have ever been
All of what is now will never be again."