can you find a job while pg?
have recently discovered that I am pregnant and at the same time that my company is probably going to reduce my working hours (and pay) from July 2009. Or I could loose my job (not made redundant since the company has less than 15 employees). These are all info gathered from conversations with my manager, but she can't assure me anything for the future. She tried to be supportive and said that "things could actually go better and maybe nothing would change". She knows I am pregnant and she is using it to convince me to stay there since being pregnant I wouldn't find another job and that if I would leave now "she would be disappointed".
Time ago, when few things were starting to change in the company I went to talk directly to the owner. I explained him that we were trying to have another baby and that I needed to know if I had a job in the future, because I didn't want to be in a situation where I was on the street, without a job with a big belly! He assured me that I would have a job (all words, nothing in writing). Now the boss has moved to another city, so I don't have direct contact with him and my working conditions have gotten worse... moved offices, different working envirnoment... I feel so frustrated!!!
We need the money, I need to be able to work and I need to be sure that I have a job when I get from maternity leave!!!
A month after I had my DD (with traumatic delivery which required me months to heal) my boss at the time told me that he had to let me go, because he decided to go travel the world and close the company...
Now this...
grrrrrgrrrr
the problem is that I don't think I can find another job while pg and no rights to maternity leave (paid or not)!!! I want to enjoy my pg and my baby, but I am so angry right now!!!
Even though I am not showing my pg yet, I would NOT hide it or lie about it ot a possible employer. I would feel dishonest and I can't simply do it.
ANy advice?
Thanks