my late birth story well 2 years late .
My Little man Willow is 2 years old
make a coffee or tea as this is kind of a novel
Well I was scheduled to have a C-section due to ,
my little man was a footling breech (ouch)
so on the day I was very nervous my Dh and my Mum were keeping me company ,
I could just have one person in with me so ofcourse my Dh came in ,
but before surgery I was given a epidural I had MANY
needles as I could still feel ,
They told me I have a sensitive lower back ,
so now I was ready first I felt really sick and I vomited as my blood pressure went up and down ,
then my Dh walked in looking all sexy in he's surgery outfit LOL,
it was very fast and my little man Willow hiccuped when he was born ,
sooooooooooo cute , I got to hold my little one ,
we had a loving moment and my Dh and I were crying ,
my Dh and Willow left the room and I was just waiting to be stitched up ,
it was such a weird feeling hearing the Surgeons talk like your not there ,
but there was a very nice guy who was making jokes and trying to get me to stop thinking about whats happening around me ,
when I was in recovery I felt warmth on my feet and then they were hot , the pain hit me fast I was starting to feel EVERYTHING ,
I told a nurse she gave me some Morphine ,
now that knocked the pain and me out ,
I had a really bad night I couldn't get up as I had a catheter , and my body was sore ,
I could not get up to change my pads and no-one helped me ,
I asked a nurse and she did it once ,
I felt so helpless as my Dh was home with our girls and it was late at night,
and my new baby was with the nurses ,
I hated myself ,
I also press the button for help and knocked myself out with the pain and ,
many hours later I woke up and press the button again
I was in soooooooooo much pain I had to have more pain killers and I was feeling it really bad , a nurse yelled at me and told me she has given me enough WHAT CAN SHE DO ,
I yelled back and told her I can't Believe you are treating me like this ,
and the next morning I complained about her as she was in my room with another nurse but the other nurse was worse , and I told her take out the catheter I'm going today ,
so she did , now how uncomfortable,
a person I hate near my private area ,
I got up out of bed when no one was in the room to go to the toilet the pain my tummy was on FIRE ,
I was dripping with sweat ,
I got on the toilet trying not to scream ,
and when I tried to get up I could not stand ,
I pushed the button for help no-one came
I had to push the emergency button and everyone came ,
and a nurse helped me up and said oh is that all ,
I was in hell ,
that day my Baby I went to another hospital to recover as the other hospital only delivers
now that was wonderful
and then the next day WE were home ,
but I had to sleep sitting up with 5 pillows behind me ,
and I found it so hard to sleep for many weeks I was like the princess and the pea but with pillows LOL,
but my little man was worth it .
