Frustrated - need support
I was never a person who needed to do anything about my weight. Before my son was born i would eat anything barely exercise (and i mean i would exercise once a year) and would be just fine but now its a totally different story.
I have about 5-6kg on my pre preg weight but ideally I would like to lose 10kg. I have been seriously exercising for around 2 weeks now and everytime i get on the scales i seem to be putting on weight rather than losing it. I feel like i may as well sit on my bum as at least then i didn't put on weight! Its so frustrating and my self esteem is rock bottom at the moment. I look at photo's of when dh and i got together and i want to cry. I dont know how how he finds me attractive anymore.
I guess iv just hit a wall, iv never had to lose weight before in my life and i kinda thought it would be easy. :rolleyes: DH is a fitness fanatic so he has been trying to motivate me to keep going and as my fitness increases i will be able to burn more calories but it still feels hopeless, especially from him as he is so skinny and can eat whatever he wants. Plus i cant really change my diet coz he refuses to buy low fat stuff :wall: Anyway, not sure what the point of this was but i just feel frustrated so if anyone has any support or advice id love to hear it.
Thanks for listening!