I wanted to share this with you all
This is something I have never showed anyone, not even my DH. I however wanted to share this with you. This is something I wrote to my Baby Angel I lost back in 2001 which I have kept in a keep safe place. I have a couple more I will post seperately to this. I hope this doesnt upset anyone or the others dont. I just wanted to share my stories of loss from years ago.
Something for Baby from Mummy
One day there was precious baby growing inside of me.
I felt so really hoppy & full of so much glee.
I wanted this baby so desperately.
And couldn't wait for it to see mummy and daddy.
When I felt this baby move around.
It made me sleep so sound.
This was a gift from up above.
And I wanted to cherish it and give lots of love.
I wanted to keep my tiny baby out of harms way.
This is why I would pray and pray and pray.
But my unborn baby, would never get to see.
What a special gift that it was to me.
As one very tearful day, little did I know.
That I would never get the chance to see my unborn baby grow.
This I could not really comprehend, that your life would somehow end.
But with all this pain I was so very glad that your daddy was my best friend.
There was a terrible lesson that I could never learn.
And that was that my little angel would never return.
I wanted my baby to know that I loved it so much too.
As this little baby, I wish I really knew.
I would have loved to know if it was a boy or girl.
And whether it would look like daddy and have lots of curls.
Maybe then I can get through
My heart breaking in two.
I wish that I could have held my baby.
But whether that would have made a difference, Maybe.
I really cannot forget the heartbreak from this day.
With the loss of my tiny baby, Oh how I wish you would come back and stay.
The way your tiny life slipped away from me.
My life will never be the same ever again for me.
Maybe what I will need to do is plant a special tree.
This then will be something that all the family can see.
My heart feels so numb.
As you are nolonger here and I will never again feel you in my tum.
However there is one thing for sure.
I will always love and miss you forever and ever more.
