Six weeks.

It's been six weeks since we said goodbye. Six weeks since my world changed. Six weeks since I lost part of myself.

I'm in the waiting room at Outpatients for my six week post D&C check up. Don't quite know what to expect. Wish DH were here with me. He's not, he's working.

I walked in through the hospital, deliberately choosing a different entrance to the one I used six weeks ago. But I still had to walk past the door to day surgery. I thought I was going ok. I almost cried just seeing that door.

I kept my eyes averted and didn't look at the emergency waiting area. But I know it's there.

And now I sit. And wait. In a black suit, just like that day, six weeks ago.

Off I go.

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:hug: Hun.


Sent from my iPhone, more than likely while I should be doing something else!

Oh babe :hug:

Oh op. Big warm hugs. Xxx

:hug: thinking of you sweetie.

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:comfort: Go gently, I hope everything is as it should be.

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Thoughts are with you always OP. Big :hug:

Hugs, Hope everything went ok today. Thinking of you.

:hug: We are all there with you hun :hug:

:hug: thinking of you OP :hug:

thinking of you

As always my love- I am here for you.
Great big squishy :hug:

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Mine was a very similar morning this morning.

Thinking of you
xxxx

Thinking of you OP and sending you love and hugs xoxoxoxoxo

Op, so many :hug::hug: on such a tough day. I know how hard it is xx.

Thinking of you.

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much love huni xx

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oh OP :hug: always here for you.....

How did it go OP?

big big hugs luv. I'm sorry your DH couldn't be there with you today- I'm sure you really needed someone :comfort:

Thinking of you as always.

Thanks everyone. It was a whole lot of nothing really. She just asked me if I had any questions... How was I feeling... Told me there were no results or anything... That was about it.

Being at the hospital was more traumatic really.

Sigh. At least we can move forwards now.

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Hugs hun it really ****ty, hope you can start to heal xoxox

Hope you're okay xx

Thinking of you !

I understand the trauma element, and cry with you for your loss ... :cry:

I can't believe it has been such a short time yet such a long time since you said goodbye ...

I hope today wasn't too hard for you, not just while there, but also when you got home ...

Sending you love and prayers xo

:hug: :hug: :hug: Im so sorry you had to go back there, that would have been so hard!! You did so well to get through it, I hope DH gave you big squishy cuddles and a shoulder to cry on when you both got home :hug: :hug: :hug:

Oh hun Sorry you had to go back there, I truly understand xoxoxo love and strength to moving forward xox

Im sorry you had that whole experience.
I am sending you lots of hugs and best wishes.....
I hope you and your family have a lovely Christmas together.

*massive hugs OP*

my thoughts are with you. i hope you are ok and getting all the gentle nurturing you need right now
xoxo

Thanks, everyone, for your kind thoughts. Once again I am touched.

I'm doing ok. Its over. I can move on.

Sending you one of these :hug:

xoxoxox

Thinking of you x

Thinking of you hun :hug: