Losing my Girls.... Ella and Eve

Hi,
I never wanted to be posting a story in this section. I joined BB when I was pg with my twins. I am just devastated, I lost my baby girls born on March 25th, Ella Rose and Eve Lily were born at 26 weeks and 4 days. Ella Rose passed after 5 hours and Evie fought so hard to stay with us for a weekin NICU. This was truly the most horrific week of my life. I want to write my story down and feel its time to reach out for support. I don't know if it gets any easier, as I feel as the time has gone on, its got so much harder. I will post my whole story soon, as I feel this could be good therapy. Thanks for listening.

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful girls, my heart goes out to you. :hug:
No loss is easy at any time of your life so take the time to grieve as a family.
Remember when you write your story to put in things about your pregnancy as well.

so sorry to hear of you loss :hug:

Oh my love I am so sad and so heartbroken to read your post... :comfort:

Congratulations on birthing your daughters - what beautiful names they have... :hug:

I understand well the trauma of premature birth & the anxiety and stress that NICU brings with it. I can imagine just how devastating this time is. The utter emptiness and shock you must be feeling.

Nothing I am saying is sounding the way I want it to sound - but please know your babies and you are in my prayers tonight. We are here to support you - there are many here on BB who have some understanding of how you might feel.

There is another member who tragically said goodbye to her premmie twin boys - I am sure if she sees your post she will come in to support you also.

Fly safely and softly little Eve and Ella - wipe away your Mama's tears tonight... :hug:

Hi Angiel,

Your right, this is a section that no one ever wants to post in. I am so very sorry for the loss of your twin daughters :hug, Ella & Eve are such beautiful names: I too lost a daughter, at 19-weeks. I can't imagine what you are going through losing two at such a late stage. There are no words I can possibly say to ease your pain, but please know that you are in my prayers. I know that your beautiful girls and in a place of love & peace. Take care of yourself hun. I am sure you will find some wonderful support here.

I also would like to express how sorry I am for your loss of Ella and Eve...beautiful names for your beautiful angels. Big hugs and thoughts at this trying time in your life xoxo

Angiel, I am so very sorry and saddened to hear of the loss of your beautiful little angels.
My heart & thoughts are with you

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Angiel I'm so sorry your precious daughters Ella and Eve only got to stay in your arms for such a short time :hug:

Hi Angiel,

I sent you an e mail.. Have been thinking of you.. :hug:

I am so sorry for the loss of your two little bubs.

I really don't know what to say. Ella and Eve are in my prayers. I wish you strength during this difficult time.

xxoo

Angiel, :hug:

I am so sorry to read of the loss of little Ella and Eve.

Flowerchild has said what I am sure many of us who are parents of premmie angels want to say. the ordeal you have been through is horrific.

I am so very sorry, would love to write more words of comfort but I a numb for your loss. I will light a candle for you today.

May the angels look after your precious little girls.

Nae x

So very sorry for the loss of your precious girls. Know that they will always remain close to your heart.

Regards,
Dianne

im so sorry for the loss of your little girls xoox

I am so sorry this has happened to you and your family. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers, and wish you much strength and light during this difficult time :hug:

Rest in peace beautiful baby girls, Ella and Eve, taken much too soon xo

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Oh my love I am so sad and so heartbroken to read your post... :comfort:

Congratulations on birthing your daughters - what beautiful names they have... :hug:

I understand well the trauma of premature birth & the anxiety and stress that NICU brings with it. I can imagine just how devastating this time is. The utter emptiness and shock you must be feeling.

Nothing I am saying is sounding the way I want it to sound - but please know your babies and you are in my prayers tonight. We are here to support you - there are many here on BB who have some understanding of how you might feel.

There is another member who tragically said goodbye to her premmie twin boys - I am sure if she sees your post she will come in to support you also.

Fly safely and softly little Eve and Ella - wipe away your Mama's tears tonight... :hug:

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Beautifully said! Thinking of you at this time!

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your precious daughters Eve and Ella....
I really have no words to express how i feel for you xxxxx
May your beautiful girls rest in peace xxx

i'm so sorry to hear of your loss of your beautiful girls ella and eve

angiel: Oh sweetie, I am so utterly sorry for the loss of your two beautiful baby girls. I am so sorry that they couldn't stay with you and your family.

I agree, writing down your story and seeking out support is a good idea. I lost a baby boy at 36 weeks and I've found that most people IRL just don't get it but my BB friends who have said goodbye to babies have helped me through some of the darkest times. Please be gentle on yourself, grieve your baby girls and know that you aren't alone.

With understanding and support.

Spring xx

so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little girls Ella & Eve

I am so sorry you have had to endure the tragic loss of your beautiful girls.
May Ella and Eve fly free and always watch over their mummy.
My heart truly goes out to you.

Oh my beautiful bb friends.. I thank you soooo much for this wonderful support. It means the world to me right now. I thank you for saying the most beautiful things when I needed them the most. I am recovering well and trying to get my life back to normal, but I admit that I never imagined the loss to be this deep.
I will be staying around and hopefully I can comfort others thru their lifes challenges.. xx

I am glad you feel loved and supported and understood by all of us... :hug:

I know for me supporting others brought with it much healing - but for now this is your time. Your time to grieve your daughters, receive the love and support that is given to you...

Big big hugs darling woman... :hug:

hi

so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little princesses - Ella Rose and Eve Lily.
I to lost my daughter at 41 weeks in Feb, I feel your pain, if you ever want to chat, please pm me.

Oh Angiel.. my deepest sympathies on your tragic loss of your beautiful girls.

My thoughts are with you all..

Angiel, I am very sorry to hear of your two precious losses :( You and your little girls are in my thoughts. Sending you lots of strength to help you get through this devistating time in your life :hug:

I'm so sorry to read this. It's such a tragedy to lose two beautiful bubba's. My thoughts are with you :comfort:

Oh Hon..:crying: how truely blessed you are to be the mother of two gorgeous little girls, who no doubt stand in the wings of their mothers love holding hands smiling at you.

I hope that in time your hurt will soften and allow yourself to slowly work forwards.

Please allow us to help you in anyway

:hug:

Angiel, I am so saddened and devastated by your loss :hug:. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I wish no one had to go through this, it would be so very heartbreaking to lose two beautiful little babies at once.
Fly with the angels little ones, forever in your mummy and daddy's heart.

I am so sorry for your loss of your twin girls Ella & Eve.

No mother should have to endure such pain and I want to give you a big hug.

xxx Sue xxx