My JellyBean

My JellyBean has flown away :cry:

I thought I was 10 weeks - have had plenty of symptoms - but no heartbeat could be detected and JB had stopped growing at 8 weeks.

I have a d/c tomorrow and I'm a bit scared, I've never had any major medical procedures before. I know I could wait and see if JB passed naturally but don't think I could stand the wait.

I already loved this little baby so much. Had so many plans, hopes, dreams. I was looking forward to another birth, breastfeeding, everything. It doesn't feel like my life...

I love you JellyBean - I will always remember you xxoo

I'm so sorry CF. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.

Fly free precious JellyBean :(

CF :hug: I'm so sorry.

Oh sweetie, I am sitting here with tears falling down my cheeks. I am so sorry you've lost your wee JellyBean. It's amazing how much you can love and feel the bond with someone so tiny. Fly free darling angel, look over your mummy, daddy and big brother always. Huge hugs sweetheart :hug:

Beata xxx

Sorry for your loss :hug:.

Regards,
Dianne

I am so sorry your little Jelly Bean couldn't stay :(

I'm so sorry JellyBean couldnt' stay :hug:
Will be thinking of you tomorrow

:( I'm so sorry for your loss.
:angel: fly free Jellybean.

I'm so sorry for the loss of your Jellybean.... I understand your pain and If you want anyone to talk to feel free to pm me.

It's a lot better to have the d&c and be able to physically feel better , The natural way is drawn out and more emotionally damaging in the long run. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and I hope you are able to find peace soon :hug:

So sorry for your loss :hug: Fly free little one

I'm so so sorry your Jellybean couldn't stay.

Fly free precious. :hug:
xox

oh hun :( so sorry for your loss, my heart is aching for you right now. good luck with the d&c, I hope it goes as smoothly as something as awful as this can be.
Thinking of you, if there's anything I can do let me know xx :hug:

Dearest ControlFreak,
I'm so sorry for your loss :hug:
I shared the excitment of your PA and I'm shedding a tear of your loss :cry:
Thinking of you and your little angel.
Take care :hug:

I'm so sorry hun :hug:

so sorry for your loss ... sending :pray: and strength and love your way.

I wish your bean could stay :comfort:

I am so very sorry for your loss of Jelly Bean.
You will be in my thoughts tomorrow.

I'm so sorry that your Jellybean couldn't stay :hug:

I am so sorry for the passing of JellyBean :angel:

Thinking of you at this very difficult time :hug: xxoo

Oh hun I'm so sorry your little JellyBean has grown little angel wings :( I wish you didn't have to go through this. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and for the next however long you need to be in our thoughts. If you have any questions please feel free to ask and I'll do my best to answer :hug:
Also please be gentle on yourself,DH and DS. The next few days weeks months can be very difficult but please know you are NOT alone in this journey. You have so many wonderful and supportive people here on BB who will be there for you no matter what :hug:

Fly free little JellyBean

I am so sorry that your baby had to pass. All the best for your difficult day tomorrow and the days after also...
Be kind to yourself and allow yourself to grieve for all those things that you had planned. xxx

Oh no :( I am o so sorry for your loss :hug:

Thinking of you tomorrow xx

I'm so sorry your little Jellybean couldn't stay :hug: sending you lots of strength and peace for tomorrow :hug:

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss CF xx

I'm sorry CF :hug:

Thanks everyone :hug: I had a horrible nights sleep but am having lovely cuddles with my ds atm which is the only thing that seems to help.

I am just in disbelief that this has/is happening...

I am so sorry for your loss CF

:hug:

Thinking of you today CF and enjoy those beautiful cuddles with DS :hug:

CF im so sorry for your loss :comfort: i wondered why we hadnt heard from you in our thread :(
Thinking of you today xxx

Oh hun :hug: thinking of you. We had a bloody horrible run of luck in our DI group and it completely sucks :(

Iam soo sorry huni. My thoughts are with you babe. Massive hugs xox

:hug: so sorry xx

I'm so sorry about your much loved JellyBean :hug:

Oh CF.. I am so sorry honey... I know what you are going through and no one should have to go through it..
PM me if you want to talk sweetheart - this happened to me just before I fell pregnant with DD.

Oh CF, my heart is aching for you. I am so sad that Jelly Bean has flown away.
Hugs hun, I will be thinking of you today.

CF I am so sorry for your loss. :hug: to you and your beautiful family. Thinking of you today xx

Fly free little one.

Oh love.

I'm so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

Your d & c will be fine, will think of you today. Take care of yourself.

Oh hun I am soo sorry :( :hug:
Fly free little one
xx

So sorry. X

Thinking of you :hug: I am sorry that your little Jellybean couldn't stay.

I'm so sorry CF :hug: