Taite and Seth's birthday - How the day was spent.. (LONG)
It was an emotional day, but I also kept in mind it is very much a day to be celebrated. Although my babies aren't here now, they made me a mother and that is worth celebrating.. I started the day feeling a bit lost, emotional etc, but already had a couple of balloons to let go. The weather was overcast (and pretty crappy really) but I made my way to the beach. I cried most of the way.. I got to the beach and it was so windy, it was hard to seperate the balloons while making sure they didn't fly away! I asked some lady to take a couple of pictures of me holding the balloons before I sent them to the boys. I played Baby mine on my laptop and wished my bubs Happy Birthday, and let the balloons go. With the glare, it was hard to see through the camera, so i just took pics everywhere.. Only 1 had the balloons in the distance lol..
The balloons had gone in 2 seconds and I felt sad.. This was all my babies got for their birthday..
I listened to a couple more songs then left the beach and went to my friends house where I was given beautiful S & T ornaments with angels on them.. I cried of course!
I had been invited to a BBQ at another one of their friends house, but wasn't sure if I was up for it. I went along, knowing that if I didn't want to stay I could just leave and they would understand. When I arrived I was given 2 hand made baubles with my babies names on them.. So sweet, so thoughtful so I cried again! I drank champagne while talking about my babies. After lunch, a cake was presented. Again home made just for my boys.. I cried again!
After the cake, there was singstar so we spent the rest of the night singing our lungs out.. I had so much fun, and was so grateful that my friends acknowledged and helped me celebrate the 2nd year anniversary of me becoming a mother.. I am sure if Taite and Seth were watching they would have been happy too :)
