no more :(

I AM DONE

no more trying and hoping,
no more crossing fingers,
no more praying,
at this point (not even more doctors, they clearly have doen nothing so far)

I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING !!!!

I cant take another person telling me THEY ARE PG i am up to 13 ppl in 12 months i cant take it.....

Many people say cheer up not having a baby is not the end of the world well you know what u clueless ****s IT IS THEN END OF MINE!! i am so over it all, i cant take it anymore :cry:

I AM GOING TO CRAWL UP IN A BALL AND PRAY FOR THIS STAGE OF MY LIFE TO BE OVER MAYBE WAKE UP IN 5 YEARS ....I HATE IT ALL!!!!

Oh, honey.
:hug:

Wish I could say something to help, but just wanted to send a hug
:hug:

:hug: cous, please please please don't give up, follow through with the Drs and everything PLEASE.
God I wish I was closer!


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Oh god your pain is so raw. I am so sorry you are surrounded by idiots that don't understand.

I wsh you were closer to cus..... there is nothin worse than feeling like this when all my friends are out of town and russ has gone out ....i amjust gunna have a cry and a sleep ....:( dont see the point in following through with docs for what i am NEVER GUNNA GET MY BFP.......

Bellabee...I'm not going to tell you that you will get your bfp, because I just don't know that. But I am going to urge you not to give up. There is hope. For nearly two years I truly believed my destiny was to either never fall pregnant, or to lose every pregnancy I was blessed with. I now have a 5 month old daughter :hug:

:hug: :hug: I'm here if you need me, you have my number right?
I wish I had the answers :(


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Hugs hun, Don't give up.

Don't give up. Like the other ladies here, I so understand your pain. It's a hard journey and one that shouldn't be so very hard. It's so unfair, so very unfair that we can't have babies as easily as others can. I hope you find the strength to keep going, please remember that people around you love you and wish they could make your dreams come true too, it's just hard to find the right words :)

massive one of these :hug:

it hurts. it just frikkin' hurts and i am sorry that you are having to experience this pain :hug:

The other thing i wanted to say hun is USE BB, it's here for this sort of thing, to talk to people going through the same things as yourself, people who know how you feel.
I know i don't 'GET IT'like someone who has been through it but i've seen the pain it causes some of the most beautiful people i know, i've seen how it's turned another relative into someone i never thought he would be, so while i don't get it i'm here to lend an ear and for you to know that i will listen, i wont judge and i love you more than you know. :loveshower:

:hug: I'm so sorry for all of your pain. I won't tell you not to give up b/c only you know when is the time to stop and start living a somewhat 'normal' life again. Please vent to us, it will help xx

Bella I know we haven't met but i believe you live local. If you want to talk to someone who gets it I'm here. If having dd around will make you uncomfy DH can take her to the park or something. I'm sure zf will attest, we have an open house policy. If you need an ear I'm a good listener, I promise!

ttake a break and do somethign just for yourselves right now :hug:

:hug: it's awful when you just feel like that's enough. I hate that feeling. So sorry you feel that way - hope you get a chance to do something nice for yourselves as a couple.
lots of people on here sending :hug:'s your way
xxx

hey yeah briggsys girl i do live local...a get together would be great i am going to go INSANE if i dont talk to someone face to face that understands where i am coming from

If you like girls I can pm BG your name in FB and you can add each other.
So glad you have someone to chat to in my absence.
Will let you know if I'm down over x-mas and hopefully we can catch up.


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Good idea zf!

Huge hugs to you sweety. Im so sorry you are going through such a terrible time. I can feel the pain in your post and I understand that at this very moment you want to give up, and its ok to think that right now if it helps. It doesnt mean you'll feel that way tomorrow or in a month, or in a year, but for right now its ok. I totally get what you are saying about everyone else being pg and wondering why you never got a turn. Its so unfair. I hope that talking to BG allows you to release some of that deep hurt thats inside you.:hug:

yeah ZF defiantely send my name to BG thanks

Massive hugs sweets. I have no idea what it feels like, so just offering hugs and lots of prayers xx


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yes please PM my name to BG :0 so we can catch up and i can have someone to tlak to face to face

Hi bellabee, just wondering how you are feeling at the moment and hoping you are okay :hugs: I hope the new year brings some optimism for you and a surprise BFP xxx

How are you cous?


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