I Hate you Universe

Dear Universe

Well I'm heading back in today for another D&C for another blighted ovum. I'm angry at you universe for making me go through this again. I would much have prefered a BFN than to get a BFP with terrific levels and then discover nothing but an empty sac at our viability scan.

Why do you feel the need to torture me so? Is this some cruel joke you think is funny? Cause I'm not laughing.

In the end I know this will make me stronger. But seriously do you need to be this way?

Anyway that is all.


Regards
Porsche

Oh no.. :(
I'm so sorry. I wish I could say something more.
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Oh Porsche, sorry to hear this has happened to you sweet, thats not fair xxx

Oh. I am so sorry. You have every rite to feel upset and angry.

Oh hun... I'm so sorry for your loss... It just isn't fair. :hug:

Look after yourself.

so very very sorry hun.

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Oh Porsche, I am really sorry this has happened. I hope that the universe makes it up to you big time real soon.

Oh Porsche, I am truly sorry and send you lots and lots of mental hugs.

I'm so sorry Porsche, it really is unfair.

Sometimes life is such a *****. I hope you are doing ok xx


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Sorry :( :hug:

Oh sweetie I am sorry hugs x

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I am so very sorry hun :(
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I'm so sorry Hun. I'm yet to understand why the universe is so cruel sometimes and why we get tested like this. Big hugs & I hope the universe is much kinder to you next time.

So so so sorry :(

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Thinking of you. Life is just soo unfair sometimes :hug:

I'm so sorry. Thinking of you. :hug:

xox

I'm so sorry this has happened again for you Porche. I know how horrible it feels. It is like a big nasty trick isn't it! I too would've rather had BFN. xx Thinking of you. I hope you get a BFP with a baby growing perfectly soon.

I am so sorry for your loss, Blighted ovums are so cruel and confusing... sending you a big g hug!

Thank you all for your thoughts and wishes. It's nice to know there are people who care even if it is virtual.

I'm so sorry Porsche :hug:

Im sorry for your loss. I have had 3 D&Cs and every time Ive been angry at my body for tricking me into thinking I was still pg when I wasnt, so I know where you are coming from.

Sending you many hugs.

Thank you Diamond Girl.

I am so sorry for your loss, and yes, the universe suucccckkks sometimes!

Hey porsche been thinking of you :hug:

Thanks so much ladies.

Mum2OneSweetBun - Not handling this one to well TBH. I'm very angry at everyone and everything ATM. Poor DH is coping it unfortuately :(.

Porsche, Im sorry you arent handling it well. :hug: The second time just feels like being kicked when you are already down. Its ok to be angry and feel cheated, it just shows how much you loved your precious babies.

Thanks Diamond Girl. After reading Bec's blog I realise I have so much to be thankful for. I know we'll get the opportunity again I just need to push through this and see the light.