I am not ready for this.

My little baby squeak woke up very sick. I took her to the vets, he is a family friend. He told me he did not know what was actually wrong and why but her lungs are terrible and he was not liking it at all. He said he could not do anything, it is only a small practise.

Now I am at the uni vet waiting while they do ultrasounds and xrays to find the problem.

She is my baby, a hand raised her from a hours old when she was the size of a mouse. She is only 8.5 years old. I am not ready for her to leave me, they have to be able to help her.

oh Kazzo, great big hugs xo
I hope they can find out what is wrong with her and they can fix her for you xo

Oh no, I am sending you strength and hoping they can find what's wrong and treat it

Thanks beans and bubbaT.
They have an idea of what is wrong, it is her heart and lungs. She was given some meds to try and help but she is showing no signs of improvement at all. She is home with me now and I have the meds she needs overnight. My heart is breaking everytime I look at her. Her chances of recovering are not good but she is here with me instead and not in some metal cage alone.

my heart is breaking for you - i really hope your furbaby is ok.

Thank you suggest, I really do too.

Kazzo hugs xx so sorry hope she perks up.

My heart is broken, my baby passed away in my arms about an hour ago. It is unbelievable what happened, she was perfectly fine yesterday. It is not fair.

Hugs :(

I'm so sorry Kazzo.

So sorry to read your sad news. Huge hugs and love may your fur baby RIP xoxo

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I firmly believe though that our pets feel our love in a palpable way and I know being with you will have eased her passage. :hug:

Oh honey :hug: I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry huni. My love is with you x

Im so sorry to read she has passed. Sending you big big hugs x

awww honey so sorry for you. Big hugs and go easy on yourself :hug:

So sorry. I lost my fur baby in Nov. it is very hard. :hug:

Big loves. My beautiful furbaby cat of 15 years has been diagnosed with stomach cancer just this week. I've been crying on and off since. I feel your pain. They are such beautiful loving creatures. :hug:

I am so so sorry. :hug::hug:

:( :hug: Im so sorry Kazzo :hug:

Thank you everyone. I am in shock I think. This has affected me more then I ever imagined. I have worked with animals for 16 years and seen so many pass away but Squeak was my baby and it happened so quickly and in all honesty it was pretty traumatic.

Marydean, I kept telling her it was okay to go, I really hope your right and she knew exactly how much I loved her.

Lilima,:hug: I remember your post and I hate that now I have a huge understanding of what you were/are feeling.

Rouge, I am so sorry about your cat. Nothing but hugs because I know your going to need them.

I know everything is still so raw and things will get better soon, but right now I am shattered.

I'm so sorry Kazzo :hug:

I'm so sorry :hug: :(