Thanks to everyone for your love and support...but it's all over again. I am heartbroken and hate the world at the moment. Can't take anymore think my TTC journey has come to an end...goodbye my little angel xxx
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Thanks to everyone for your love and support...but it's all over again. I am heartbroken and hate the world at the moment. Can't take anymore think my TTC journey has come to an end...goodbye my little angel xxx
I am so sorry Ellie. I feel your heartbreak. *big hugs*
oh Ellie i'm so sorry for your loss please take care of yourselves much love to you both
So sorry Ellie.
As Shazz said- take care of yourself. We are all here to support you. :hugs:
Ellie, hun I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious angel.......
Ellie, i'm so so sorry. take care xox
Ellie, I'm so very sorry to hear this... :cry:
Know that I'm here to support you in whatever decision you make from here. Now probably isn't a good time to make final decisions, but you are probably very aware of that.
There's a few more tears being shed for you and your angel over on this side of the country right now. :hugs:
BW
Im so sorry Ellie. I wish i could give you a big hug right now, things arent fair. Im so sorry, i really am thinking of you, let me know if you need to talk, Mel
What would I do without my BB friends...I've settled down a bit now. My nurse must have realised I was going to throw in the towel as she's set up an appointment with FS first thing Thursday morning...he's coming in early just to see us...she said he was devastated at results today...I am so lucky to have such wonderful people looking after me...so why does this keep happening??? I can't stop thinking about the fact my ectopic pregnancy just kept going and every other pregnancy that's been in the uterus just doesn't make it...there must be something wrong...maybe I'm not meant to be a mum...maybe I was put on this earth for some other purpose...all the big questions hey...will do my head in...
try not to do your head in while it's all so roar..give yourself a bit of time (hugs)
Ellie - I am so very very sorry sweetie for your loss. You will be a mum one day, and when that day comes to you it will be the happiest day of your life. Please don't give up. The Dr and his nurse must know that you have a chance, and don't want to see you give up. It is so great that they are there for you. Lots of Hugs.....
So, so sorry Ellie to hear your news.
Please dont worry about all those thoughts running around in your head, it's completely normal!!! No one deserves the heartache you and your DH have had to go through and that is bound to mess with your head. So glad your clinic are looking after your emotional health too.
I truely hope your dreams come true soon.
Big hugs.
Ellie hun
words can't possibly suffice to express how truly sorry i am for you hun - i just want to wrap you in a big snuggly hug and give you a shoulder to cry on, a pair of ears to listen to your anger and tears, and just be a general sounding board for you. you have every right to be mad at the world and feel defeated, but as BW has said (and as i'm sure in your heart you know) right now isn't the time to make rash decisions. please give yourself a chance to grieve and be angry/hurt before you make any decisions on what to do in the future
as for the thoughts you've just expressed - hun, maybe there IS something there, and this needs to be investigated - broach it with your FS - but don't let doubts make you think that you're not meant to be a mum - you're a beautiful soul Ellie - and you deserve to be a mummy, as well as so many other wonderful things...
again, i am so sorry Ellie - you know where i'm at if you need to vent or cry
take care hun
BG
Dear ellie,
i am so sorry for your loss,
we are all here for you
starrysky
Ellie, I am so sorry for you and your DH. You are meant to be a mum, such a beautiful and kind person as yourself really does.
Again, I am just so sorry.
Hugs to you sweetheart.
SG
xoxo
Ellie I am so sorry for your loss. You are meant to be a mum, and one day (hopefully very soon) you will be a wonderful mother. I know sometimes it is so very hard to see and at the moment the pain is so raw but it is good to hear that you have wonderful support people around you. Take care of yourself........big big :hugs:
No! No! No!! I'm so sorry, Ellie. I'm so upset for you and your DH. I wish I could say or do something that would make you feel better. All I can do is send you my love and all the hugs that the cyberworld can carry. I hope that your FS - who sounds like a very, very caring person - can shed some light for you on why this is happening for you.
Don't doubt that you are meant to be a Mum. You are. And you will be a great Mum. Oh Ellie. I'm so sorry.
Ellie I'm so sorry to read your news. It's so unfair.
Oh Ellie, I'm so very sorry to hear this :(
Good luck at your appt on Thursday sweetie. Perhaps it is time to start investigating why this is happening, like BG suggested, if you haven't already been down that path?
I wish you the very best of luck hun, I truly hope this isn't the end of your journey :hug:
I'm so very sorry to hear this, it's just not fair.
Big hugs to you
Ellie, I so understand how you feel. Everything you said in your last post, I find it running through my own head all the time. I don't have any words for you because there are no words. There is nothing anyone can say to make this pain better for you. But I can offering you understanding and hope that you can take some comfort knowing there are some of us out here that know exactly how you feel.
Keep going on that journey to be a mum, this all wouldn't be so painful for you if you weren't meant to be one.
Ellie - I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you in this terrible time.
:hug:
xo
Ellie, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss,and I'm really glad you've got caring medical people that understand you and really care about you, it's so important. You and DH take care of each other..our thoughts are with you. I hope your appointment on Thursday goes well.
Lisa xx
You know what they say, a good cheese and a good wine and a good mum all take time to develop. (well, lets chalk this one to a Teaching Mum quote!) You will be a wonderful and fantastic mother!
Ellie
I am so sorry for the loss you and your dh have endured, i am thinking of you both at this very hard time. Take care of yourself
Oh Ellie, I'm so sorry things have been so hard for you. Don't give up.
When I lost our baby my SIL sent me a book which really helped me work through my grief. In it was an old Chinese proverb:
You cannot prevent the birds of sorrow from circling over your head, but you can prevent them from building nests in your hair.
Please take care of yourself and hang in there. You are meant to be a Mummy, you just have to keep saying that to yourself.
oh Ellie- my heart is breaking for you right now.I am so sorry you lost your baby again.
I think I'm in denial today...preg symptoms are starting to lessen and I'm wondering if I dreamt the entire last few months of the FET process and BFP...a strange day. Thanks everyone for your kind words xxx
Ellie: I am so very very sorry for the loss of your angel and the difficult path that you have had to walk. Please take care of yourself.
Big :hugs:
Spring xx
Hi ellie
so to hear of the loss of your little angel life really isnt fair at times my heart goes out to you and we are all hear for you take car of yourself.
Munchy xxx
Ellie: I'm hoping you are feeling a bit better today, that the sadness is gradually lifting, and that you find the strength to keep going.
I think that right now isn't the time to make any decisions on whether you and your DH will try again. Let yourselves grieve, and then take it from there.
We're always here for you. :hugs:
Lovely to hear from your Alisia...I think I'm doing ok. I just want some answers I can't do this again. My FS is seeing us tomorrow morning so hopefully he will have some ideas. I've also made an appointment with the dr that took my gallbladder and appendics out last year. He has mentioned celiac disease and as I have IBS I'm going to see if he will do some testing for that too. And yesterday...very bizarre...having coffee with a friend and her brother has had 3 mc's and turned out his partner had the helicobacter bacteria which was making her sick and as soon as they sorted that out she was fine and they've just had a baby. So a few more things to rule out...I can't even remember my life before TTC...I never imagined it could take this long! Keep in touch hun xxx
Oh Ellie Hun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not again! *hugs* :hug: I'm so sorry gorgeous! I really am! If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm right here
Hi LizJessie...yep...again...I started spotting today...only light but has made this all very 'real'. Looking forward to seeing FS tomorrow now...I want answers!!!
Ellie im so sorry for you loss, you are in my thoughts and i hope the FS can give you some much deserved answers tomorrow
Ellie, i am so sorry for your loss. i wish there were more i could say. hugs, m
Oh Ellie! I'm so sorry hun! I was with you in the Waiting For AF thread when I m/c'ed and you were JUST getting over your m/c and you were waiting - bout 2 weeks later AF arrived for you and I didn't see you again.
I'm so so so sorry for your loss :grouphug:
Ellie, I am so sorry for you loss. Please look after yourself and your partner at this really difficult time.
Ellie, I am so very sorry for your latest loss. It is so hard to keep going when you don't know what the end result will be. Please know you are not alone in this journey and that my heart goes out to you.
Take care and be kind to yourself. :hug:
dear ellie dont give up ,i am sure there is a bub for you .little girl? i think shes just taking her time have some faith julie:
