Midwife!!!
After spending '05, '06 & '07 in and out of three different courses; aimlessly studying with no real point more than to be able to say i have a degree, & five different jobs; working to 'save', though it never happened... giving birth has given me the most empowering & overwhelming feeling that i really want to a midwife.
I just don't know where to start... Study is sort of out of the question at the moment because I'm a SAHM, and DF will be going back to Uni before i do... and we can't really both be at Uni at the same time.
I know some universities will do Nursing by distance with a couple of weekend workshops for practical teaching and assessment (hmm, well maybe only the course offered by Open Universities does this), but I'm not sure if there is any that do for Midwifery... (someone please correct me if I'm wrong!)
I could do a nursing degree and then a grad dip in Midwifery, meaning i'd be able to study by distance now and then complete qualifications later? Does this qualify me as a nurse (I'd want to work as a children's nurse) and a midwife?
I also feel that if it's something i don't start working towards ASAP, i'll go back to having very little ambition and stop striving for all those things i want.
I know, it's silly... but not having a goal to work on all the time, makes reaching that goal so much harder...
So my question is, for the interim, do you think studying to be, and working as a doula would be a good start / experience? I thought maybe it would help with my entry to uni (what have you been doing with yourself for the last X amount of years?)
It's something i was already considering, but i wonder if many people would find me all too useful (so to speak) as I am young??
I know I was put off getting a doula myself because i didn't quite think i would gel with someone fifteen years older than me... does that apply with older mum's and younger doulas?
I hope this has made sense, but I'd really love to hear some opinions from you all.

