Nikita Louise

It pains me beyond words that I am writing this in here.

Our beautiful little angel Nikita sadly passed away on Monday 2nd June.

It was brought to our attention on Sunday that our darling daughter had developed an infection in her bowels. In extremely prem babies this is almost always fatal.
Her poor little body became septic and she slipped away from us very very quickly.
Chris and I didn't have to watch our precious precious baby girl suffer. We were able to hold her, bath her and dress her, a bitter sweet thing to do knowing these firsts were also our lasts.

We want to assure everyone that her passing was incredibly fast and pain free.

We are of course absolutely devastated, but in some respects very greatful to have been given a whole week with her to get to know her and her personality. We have so many fond memories of her and love her so very much.

Nikita touched the lives of so many people, its amazing how someone so small and with us for such a short amount of time could have such a huge impact on the lives of those who knew her.

My gorgeous little girl, you will be missed so very much, mummy and daddy love you so much.

Nae x

Oh Nae Nae your post ahs absoltely broken my heart - huge hugs to you, your family and everyone who was blessed to have met little Nikita.

I will light a candle as soon as i get home for your precious littel angel. :hug:

Oh Nae, I am so devastated to be reading this :(

I am so sorry that you didn't get more time with your beautiful girl, but so thankful you got that precious week. :hug:

You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

I don't know what to say - it must be such a terrible time for you. I can imagine though that being able to hold her and cuddle and kiss her would give you some peace before you said goodbye. I'm sure you cherished every moment with your beautiful girl and she'll always be remembered. I'm thinking of you.

:crying:
I am sooo sorry for your loss. I can only imagine the enveloping pain that you are all suffering atm.

I will be thinking of you during this time.

Tanya

Oh gorgeous.. I am so so sorry for your loss.

I know that nothing any of us can say will take away your pain but we are all thinking of you at this sad time :hug:

I too will light a candle for your little angel Nikita. I am glad though that you were able to spend some time with your precious girl. May she shine over you forever.

:hug: I am so sorry..

Sending our love & condolences at this very hard time NaeNae

*hugs*

NaeNae my heart is breaking for you. I'm so sorry that your precious little girl couldn't stay with you longer, but am so glad you had that week to meet her. Nothing anyone will say will take away your pain - but know we are always here for you

thinking of you

BG

Nae I am devastated.

My thoughts are with you and your DH at this incredibly sad and difficult time.

:hug:

Im so sorry for the sad loss of Nikita. May she rest in peace and forever look down on her mummy and daddy forever. *Hugs*

My heart is breaking for you NaeNae.
I am so sorry you have lost your precious little girl.
Am thinking of you and your family in this time.
:hug:

I'm so sorry for the passing of your gorgeous little girl. Many tears will be shared by all BB members of this tragedy.
Please take care of yourself :hug:.
Treasure the memories.
xx

I am so sorry NaeNae for your loss of beautiful Nikita Louise - what a wonderfully strong and lovely name. Condolences to you and Chris and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
xx

Oh Nae Nae I am so sorry...:hug:

I can hardly type I am crying so much. As soon as I type this I will go and light a candle for your beautiful daughter Nikita.

The pain you are feeling I know is unimaginable - have you been in touch with Sids kids or any other support my love? We are all here for you. I only wish I could give you a hug and cry with you... Sending my love and prayers... :hug:

:hug: I'm so sorry

I am so so sorry sweetie. :hug:

NaeNae i am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl
You and your family are in my thoughts :hug:

When a baby arrives,
be it for a day, a month, a year or more,
or perhaps only a sweet flickering moment-
the fragile spark of a tender soul
the secret swell of a new pregnancy
the goldfish flutter known to only you-
you are unmistakeningly changed...
the tiny footprints left behind on your heart
bespeak your name as Mother


x x x x

:hug: So terribly sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you and your family during this terrible time. RIP Nikita Louise. xo

My heart goes aout to you. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss.

:hug: I'm so sorry to hear your sad news.

NaeNae, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH at this time. I am so very sad to read this post. I am sending so many big hugs your way.

I admire the courage and strength that you have shown throughout the last few weeks. Take care NaeNae and know that we are all here with you.

NaeNae - im so very sorry to read your post :hug: ... my heart truely breaks for you... my thought and prayers are with you and your family at this very sad time

xox

Oh no... I am so sorry and deeply saddened to hear that precious little Nikita has passed away. I will say a special prayer for her tonight. :hug:

:crying: I am so sorry for you and your family hun. :hug:

nae soooo very sorry to hear of your sad news, she;s now at peace and painfree, she'll always watch over you and your DH, big :hug: to you both at such a sad time.

Nae Nae, I am so sorry for your loss :hug:

My heart goes out to you and your family in this very sad and difficult time

Jeanxxxx

I am so so sorry for your loss.

:hug::hug: I'm so sorry. I only read about little Nikita on Monday.

God, I don't know waht to say that could possibly make you feel any better Nae. You were blessed with such a gorgeous and precious little girl and it wasn't fair that she came so soon. May you always look up at night and see her shining brightly above you. xoxo

Oh Nae Nae I just wanted to give you a :hug: sweetie

I am so sorry to hear of your loss and am thinking of you and your husband.

Thank you all so much for your touching words of love and support.

We are looking forward to getting all the "offical" stuff out of the way, it is actually harder going through all the dotting of the i's and crossing of the t' then dealing with Niki's passing.

We will be contacting SANDS and going through the processes once we have dealt with her cremation.

For everyone,

I wish you your pregnancies and families the very very best. You never need to tell a parent to love their children but when you see your children give them a big hug and tell them how much you love them, they are the most precious beings in your life.

With love to all and yours.

Nae x

I'm really glad you have put a plan in place to take care of yourselves once everything is done. It is going to be really important to have that network around you in the coming weeks. Take care.

so very sorry to hear of Nikitas passing NaeNae, my heart is breaking for you and your family, I will light a candle tonight in memory of little Nikita. :hug::hug:

Nae and Chris, I am heartbroken for you and terribly sorry for your loss of your little warrior princess, Nikita Louise. Nae, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you have all the support around you that you will need at this time and I wish you a future filled with many blessings and much joy. Sending you much love.

Naenae, I am so sorry to hear about the passing of your precious daughter. No words can help you through this devastating journey but just know that we are all here thinking of you and your family. May Nikita play peacefully amongst the stars with all our angels :hug: Babies are so very precious.........even if you are only given a small amount of time with them, they touch your life so much and leave a lasting footprint in your heart. :hug:

May Nikita be forever in your heart and dreams
xxxxxxxxx

omg i cant stop crying right now. Im soo sooo sooooo sorry. Nikita touched everyones life is some sort of way. Take care sweety xoxo

Oh I am sooo sorry to hear you have lost your precious little daughter. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

x
Marydean