Another friend just posted on Facebook that her bubs slept for 10 hours last night. My ds has never slept for more than six hours in a row ever- and that six hours was a once off. Most nights we are up every two hours. But it seems like very one else's babies are sleeping right through the night with no dramas. I just want to cry- in fact I have tears in my eyes as i'm typing. What am I doing wrong? Why me? Will I ever sleep properley again? There just seems to be no end in sight- I'm not naive enough to think he will suddenly start sleeping through, just like that. I'm just so tired and sleep deprived and I feel like I'm doing all the right things but I'm not getting any reward from it. I just want sleep. It is so unfair. I'm starting to almost resent my poor little bubba for it and I just want to go and kick things.
**LoriRae goes and throws a big pity party for herself**

