:( I think im here again

Yep

:(

Started bleeding this morning

It isnt heavy like last month when i lost that baby... but, it is getting more constant. This morning it was just spotting.

Dr said she isnt sure, it could go either way... had BT done, get levels tomorrow... but i just dont feel all so positive.

:(

TMI WARNING

the blood is watery, which is weird, but it starting to get some real blood-like look to it.

ARGHHHHHHHH

I am praying it is ok :pray:

But, i have never ever bled in pregnancies. So i dont understand how or why i would start now.

I am feeling so guilty as we have been moving into the new house the last two days so, i keep thinking, WHAT IF? its my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

sighs

ok, i neeed to get some sleep i just had to i dunno get this out there. :(

just dont understand!!!!!!

:hugs: I really hope you get good news from your dr tomorrow. Be kind to yourself :hug:

:hug: please stick lil one

big hugs bec.
hope the results are good :D

im here for you let me know when you get them

im so sorry your going through again.

I hope results are good news today

Don't blame yourself ok? There is nothing you did to cause this. It is not your fault.

xox

Until i got my story down few days ago it was hard for me to read and comment on these posts. Now i'm just so glad i have gotten my feeling out and can offer some support to others.

I honestly feel at fault with my losses i think many women who go through this have the same reaction... "why", "what did i do" etc.

Sending lots of hugs and sticky vibes... please dont stress by feeling guilt. try to relax think things are ok, more stress will not help at all... If you need a chat i'm nearly always here and i'd be glad to offer an ear to listen.

praying for good results today! xox

nooo :(

*hugs* I hope it all turns out for you and DF Bec :( :pray::pray:

I know its hard...but please don't stress too much yet....just wait till you get the results. I hope that the BT results are good news for you!!

:stickyvibesboy: {{hugs}} :stickyvibesgirl:

Honey, when I lost mine and Ad's first baby, it was a few days after a mowing the lawn.....:cry:

I was just casually walking around doing it, I love wandering and mowing, I do It each week...... And the guilt was unbearable........

Babe, you did not do this, they are tough little buggers....

Praying for a great result today, but if things dont go as planned, we are all here for you sweets......:hug:

Wishing you the best of luck :hug:

It can be OK to bleed during prg, but I understand your anxiety.

Stick little one! :pray:

Huge :hug: to you. I hope that the bleeding stops for you and everything turns out ok. Stick little baby.

I hope the results are good today hun. Im so sorry you're going through this again. But please believe that it isn't your fault :hug:

sending you lots of sticky vibes. i hope the results are good for you today :pray:

All the best for your results today. Sending you heaps of sticky vibes

:hug: Hope that you get some good news today. Hang in there... :hug:

oh hunni,
im sorry did not get back to ur text last night, i was in bed, early for a change.
I have my fingers crossed that ur results will be that of good news.
And as the girls above me have said, nothing you did caused this!
I am here for u.
as u know i bleed like that with Kainne for 12 weeks, and he turned 1 two days ago, i know its hard to stay pos, so we will all help u out and be positive for u.

Oh hun, I am praying for a good result for you today. I hope the bleeding stops and all is well. The first 12 weeks are so hard, especially when you have had a previous loss, makes you extra nervous, most of the time over nothing. My thoughts are with you.

:stickyvibesgirl:

Deanne.

:hug: Oh hun please dont blame yourself! I am praying everything will be ok! :hug:

:grouphug:

So levels were 24. Dr said respectivly they are good levels for this stage of pregnancy, i am 5 week's tomorrow. She said she would like to repeat the BT on monday, and then that will give us a more conclusive answer. :(

BUT...

I got excited this morning as the bleeding stopped over night, but then once i started moving this monring, BAM... and it has gotten heavier over the course of the day. *TMI* Changing pad's regulary type of heavy bleeding. I havent noticed any big clots, like last month, has been a few tiny tiny ones.... but what would be normal in a normal period. So, i dont know.

Nausea stopped about a day ago, havent had any really, where as from tuesday last week it was so very strong.

I just dont see how a baby could survive this bleed.... it is now a real flow and i just dont hold much hope :( :(

Thanks so much everyone for the messages of support. i really appreciate them......

ARGH

really, honestly, odd's are ive lost this one too right??? with a bleed this heavy???

I hate HATE HATE limbo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Oh Hugs Hun... Try to stay strong and positive. "stickyvibes:

Ohh Hun :hug: I can really understand were you are coming from, I started bleeding this morning, brown, just turn red and have just put on a pad :crying:, I am getting results from my Dr in a couple of hours.

I hope our babies realise how much they are loved and stick for us.

Lots of :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: Please stick precious babies.

:hug: If you need anything let me know.

Keep Positive.

Deanne.

Oh Deanne- Hugs Hun... Please bubbas stick.... Thinking of you both at this time. Try not to stress and try to relax.

Oh Deee, NO NO NO!

One of us is bad enougn but not both of us!!!!!

:(

:grouphug:

I really hope your's is just bubs getting tighter in there.....

I so want to hold onto hope for my little one, but with the way the bleeding has gone today, i just cant.... :(

Dee, i am praying your bub sticks.... stick little one stick....

:hug:

oh hun im so sorry
keep positive.
if you get any cra,mping just go to the hospital you will get results that day

well, someone please tell me...

honestly..

blood is a real red now.. like the first day of AF kinda red blood, the deep colour.

I have mild cramps, its more uncomfortable than painful, but enough to be annoying.

Ive lost the baby havent i????

no one has this heavy, full red bleeding and goes on to have a healthy baby??????!!!!!


:(

just dont get it!

umm yes i did same heavy, enough for me to wonder .... and i am 27 weeks now.

will pray the same result for you xoxox

we are here for u :hug::hug::hug::hug:
try to stay positive.

:hug: For you both. I will keep my fingers crossed.

But a heavy bleed is possible while pg, yes. I used to own a video shop - and I once had a customer come in for some movies and told me about her day. She had just discovered that she was 5 months pregnant. She had had AF bleeding on time the entire 5 months, and was doing sit ups and stomach crunches trying to "get rid of the tub she was putting on".

She went on to have a healthy little girl despite the bleeding and exercise strain on her abdomen. So please do not blame yourself. I have done some pretty strenuous stuff while early pg, so if bubba is gonna stick - it WILL stick no matter what you do.

Have my fingers crossed for good HCG results and a nice long 9 months of bun warming for both you and Dee.

I just did a hpt...

It is still a bfp.

/confused

being my levels were only 24 yesterday, if i was loosing the baby, wouldnt it had dropped by now?

therefore not showing a postitve on a hpt? (using forelife)

well thats a good thing!
keep being positive darl.

im trying to do some research on how quickly hcg declines.. being i was only 24 youd think it would go down quickly...

but the pain has increased, in my lower back in the cramps are a little stronger... but the bleeding has tappered off.

oh i just want to know so i can deal...

i honestly didnt think the hpt would show.

forelife are 25 miu i think... so... ahh i dunno...

sigh

just keep thinking positive
i dont know about declining hcg, but if the back pain is bad use a heat pack to try and ease it.

i want too, but i dont remember where or what box it is packed in.

:(

ahhh this couldnt be happening at a worse time.

so much unpacking to do, the kids are playing up, you know full of energy dont want to go to sleep, im in agony, i dont even have a bath to soak in, or my heat back... our bed just got set up but i cant use it right now... ahhhh :(

positive you say? hun, you know normally i am so positive, but i am struggling atm.

Fingers and toes crossed for you .. :)

Even after a confirmed m/c or D & C if you do HPT it can still show positive for a couple of weeks.

Have you read the bleeding in preg thread on here? You might find some comfort there that things can still be fine - I was amazed when I read it.

/off to find that thread!

:hug:

p.s where is it? i cant find it.. :(

Aw babe :hug: be strong....we are here for you. Im praying bubby sticks...

If you haven't already found it...

https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...nancy-3-a.html

Sweetheart don't give up hope until you have an ultrasound. I had a pregnancy "stick" through a normal period so I can vouch that it happens. :stickyvibesgirl:

sending you a big hug from all of us :grouphug:? Hope you got the results you wanted today ...