Page 2 of 2 FirstFirst 12
Results 19 to 22 of 22

Thread: My beautiful angels.. (subsequent living child mentioned)

  1. #19

    Join Date
    Jul 2008
    Location
    Home with my Son :)
    Posts
    2,611

    Default

    I am feeling ok Dory.. I've been a bit up and down.. Not only is it nearly the twins birthday, but this time last year we were having a very traumatic time in NICU, as well as my relationship ending so I am feeling triggered by a lot of things. Most of all though, I feel lucky that Button is here and we can honour his brothers beautifully this year with my Mum too.

    I feel like I am on a roller coaster... Up and down, spinning around, sometimes so fast I can't catch my breath. The emotional highs and lows I can feel is unbelievable. Sometimes I feel like I'm the luckiest person alive to have what I have, other times I can't believe what I went through to get it and think it's so unfair. Sometimes i feel detached like I'm an outsider looking in on my life. Other times I feel raw emotion so intense that there's no mistaking that this is in fact my life and my experience.. It wasn't a bad dream..

    Anyway, I'm not sure if that made much sense. I'm just writing thoughts as they come while i have my amazing one year old asleep on my chest At this moment i am lucky.. Definitely Blessed.. At last

  2. #20

    Join Date
    Aug 2009
    Posts
    1,874

    Default

    Nope, made complete sense..... that's a lot to deal with in a year, in four, in a lifetime..... go gently.

  3. #21

    Join Date
    Mar 2008
    Location
    Waterloo, Merseyside, UK
    Posts
    2,543

    Default Re: My beautiful angels.. (subsequent living child mentioned)

    Beautiful pic huni xx

  4. #22

    Join Date
    Dec 2007
    Location
    Hork-Bajir Valley
    Posts
    5,722

    Default Re: My beautiful angels.. (subsequent living child mentioned)

    what a beautiful picture. sorry your boys arent here with you. xoxo


Page 2 of 2 FirstFirst 12

Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts
  •