A new hope..a new beginning

I am fastly approaching another pregnancy (hopefully). As I approach this a huge cloud hovers over me. I start to think about things that can put me into a bad place. I start to think that is pointless to get pregnant as I know it could end in another miscarriage. I start to cry...I think about how I am a good person and deserve an easy pregnancy/baby like most mothers. Right about the point to where I get really depressed I look over at DD and realize how something so ugly can result in something so beautiful and it makes me happy. It makes all the pain of losing babies subside for just a minute and make me normal. I know all of us tend to get stressed over the thought of TTC after a miscarriage, but to anyone who has or doesnt have a baby. Know that they are so beautiful and so worth the pain that maybe caused in the pathway. I hope all of us can soon experience this.

Oh Jess, it is so true all of what you have written. I'm sorry for your loss and hope that your journey to pg comes about soon and easily. x

RhiChiChi- I also hope that after your 9 month break you find comfort in another new bub. I hope your journey results in a happy healthy pregnancy

Sending lots of preggie vibes your way I too am scared to be pregnant again, I don't know if I'll even get it'd when I feel this way. I do know I won't "enjoy" my next pregnancy like I have in the past and going for an u/s or an ob visit will also be stressful. But, like you, looking at my gorgeous boy helps to take away the pain, for a little while at least. Hopefully we'll get to be belly buddies again!

I agree
I always thought it would be fun to stumble upon someone when I fall PG who used to be in my old belly buddies group. We shall see