I'm on cd 27 and am feeling the urge to poas but I'm scared. Scared it will be a bfn and I'll be devastated to not be pregnant (when I should be 25 weeks) and scared if it's a bfp that I will mc again....and I don't think I could do it without completely falling apart. I don't know how to "enjoy" being pregnant anymore but I want desperately to be before May when my due date with Jelly Bean rolls around. I know this is just jumbled and rambled but I need to get it out and no one else seems to understand. I'm not even on a 28 day cycle either so I have no idea when the best time to test is....
Thanks for listening xo