-
Hi Girls,
I've posted randomly in here a couple of times, and have lurked around reading how everyone is doing, and thought I felt like posting this morning.
I have a 10.5m DS. I had a natural m/c 20/4 at 11w, but bub only measured at 6w2d. fell pregnant again after m/c before i got a period, but seems that may have been a 'chemical pregnancy' cause I got my period as expected. so still not sure whether i classify that as a second m/c or not?? i guess i do.
I'm wanting to ttc straight away, in fact this weekend was the time for me. Had a positive opk on saturday and temping has just dipped so am expecting the rise tomorrow. But DH thinks we should let one cycle pass and start again next month. in my head i know that's the right thing to do, but in my heart I wanted to be ttc straight away. on the other hand, i wouldn't want to lose another bubba and think that things may have been different if I let at least once cycle pass to give my body a chance to catch up with itself (if that makes sense?!?).
So for me now, i'll be waiting for AF to come, and interested to see how long me luteal phase is so i know what is going on.
someone asked about supplements and I'm on heaps! B6 - for luteal phase support, Fish Oil, Preg & B/Feeding Gold, I-Folic, Vit E - for egg strength, Magnesium and Calcium, Inner Health (just finished antibiotics) and some chinese herbs from my acupuncturist. I was on Vitex but have given that a rest.
Sending everyone big hugs. What a great group of women you are - finding strength in the support that seems to oose from this forum. It's a beautiful thing to see.
Jules
-
Sunbeam-it's uncanny that you ask because it is a feeling that is hard to describe but years and years ago when i was with my ex i went to a clairvoiant to see about my 3 boys future and he said to me the usual things and then out of the blue he said there is a daughter waiting in astral space( his words not mine) for you but you wont have her but she want's you to be her mum i thought nothing of it as my marriage was on the way out but it popped back in my mind when my new DH and i decided to try for a baby and then when we found out it was a girl i thought she made it to me it wasn't until i knew i would not get to bring her home that the clairvoiants words rang home( you wont have her) i feel like she is waiting for the right healthy body to be born but i also have a feeling i cant give that to her so i do feel like she is with me maybe that's why i feel so guilty that i had to make the decision to end the pregnancy when she was so desperately loved and wanted i did every thing in my power to get a better diagnosis but it only got worse and i hope if i do get pregnant again she chooses me to be her mum again
-
Juleswa-Hi i'm happy that you can get the support you need here i know it is helping me i think i would be a mental case by now if i couldn't vent and winge and cry to the girls who know just how i feel and know how to respond and say the right thing's thank's girls
-
Hi ferrals- what you wrote brought tears to my eyes. Here's hoping our much loved souls make it safely to us soon so we can show them all the love we have for them. You have nothing to feel guilty for you did all you could for her and I'm sure she knows that.
-
my 6YO daughter shed a tear when I dropped her at school this morning, she was trying so hard to be strong. I won't see her again until Friday. God, I hate shared custody.
-
Hi Ladies Thank you for all your :stickyvibes: it must have worked my HcG is 12000+ and all is looking good. Have decided to calm down and keep on keeping on. I am so happy. Rang DP and he screamed at work.... He wants to tell the world but I said no I want to hear the heart beat first......
:hug: Smallfry, I know how you feel my Step son is 15 and I miss him so much when he goes to his mums.
:grouphug: I am so greatful for all your support
-
yay Greenslw thoose numbers are awesome! Im so happy everything is looking good.
Sunbeam, juleswa, Smallfryplus, ferrals4, hello :hello: and anyone else i missed.
juleswa like ferrals sad, glad u can get support from here, i know it has helped me.
Thanks for the babydust sunbeam, im sending some straight back to u.
afm, well i tested again using miday wee and got a bfn using a forelife and a ebay cheapie.
although i dont trust them, im really not feeling very pregnant anyway, and that makes me sad and depressed.
-
I have posted this in another thread, but thought I might ask you ladies too....
I think I'm getting ovulation pain? should be ovulating today and am having small twinges in my right side about where i think my ovary would be. I have never experienced this ever at all, so I'm confused as to why i'm getting this now? I'm on chinese herbs, so not sure what they're doing - maybe it's that? maybe cause this is first cycle after m/c?
I just feel so acutely aware of my body at the moment - it's wierd?????
-
juleswa, i just had my first o after the mc and it hurt so bad, worse than any other time, im not sure why either. So i definatly thinkits cause of the mc.
-
Juleswa - it wasn't until I started using OPK's that I actually noticed the slight but sometimes even really painful pain that comes with ovulation. I think when you actually get more in touch with the whole cycle you start to understand your body a whole lot more, well at least I did. I can feel everything and it is weird.
-
It's time for a new thread my lovelies... You will find it HERE
