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I'm in Kansas, Its cloudy, I guess it rained last night and warm but not to hot, its about 75 degrees or so. Nice enough to go on a walk. To bad the kids are being rotten my oldest 2 years old has been kicking her sister which is 1 years old & not listening. UGH!!!... I Wish my 2 year old would give me what normal kids do good days and bad days no shes always bad!!.. Ahhh.. lol..
Oh pizza sounds good what kinda pizza?
Well I love Pizzahut with onions, peppers and pepperoni and extra cheese!! OMG my mouth is watering already!! heheeheh
My son today has been at his worst!! He is 3 and a half and OMG today he is running all over the place.. I home school him preparing him for Kinder ( when he's 5) and he didn't even pay much attention today!!! UUGHH ( I was a teacher but quit to be a SAHM)
I hear ya on that one!! eeeww he is spitting on the TV!! OMG!!!!! Are you kidding me???
Be right back... EEWW!!!
Ruth- OMG! Wow, And I wanted a boy???!?? J/k I still do. I have 2 lovly little girls that are everything to me & wanting a little boy. Everyones like Are you kiddng boys are nuts, I was like girls are crazy too lol. Some people say boys are better.
Yeah little miss Hailey just spit her lunch all over the floor because shes throwing a fit, I gave her food and she still winned & was hitting her sister at the table because aspen just started walking and loves just to stand by her sisiter while shes at the table eating, And so I told her no more yum yum since shes not even eating it and she desided to spit it.. UGH, lol. Seriously this kid is never good, she constantly screams for nothing and misbehaves it drives me nuts. I know ADHD runs in me and her dad but I refuese to put her on meds. My DH wants me to put her on them when shes old enough. My mom did it to me when I was young and It kinda hurts me still even though I have a great connection with her. HOpefully she will grow out of it soon.. I stopped my pills at age 13.
Being a stay at home mom is hard. I remember getting in a fight with DH about how his work and mine his is harder BS.. Haha I won after he had the girls for a week to himself.. ROFLMAO..
Why did he spit on the TV?? lol (Seriously thats not funny) I would have a cow, probably puke too I have a week stomic when others puke, or when people spit lol..
The thing that sucks, Is I have no play groups I have found someone just havn't called her up. We have a mall called the Great MAll of Olatha here & theres this gym for kids free for parents its like 4 dollars for 24 months and yonger and 8 for like 24+ years old. And theres these blow up jumping things with slides and stuff all over the place (little shop thats big inside the actule mall) is were I met her and her hubby with my girls OH THEY LOVE THE PLACE, But let me tell you the parents play harder than the kids cuz the kids that cant climb by themselfs the parents have to help them ahah.
Also, theres an an little amusement park in the mall 6 bucks for all day pass to like 6 mini rides theres an arcade in there too. Well, I got my 2 year old on a roller coaster, The first time I tried that was when I went out of town the first time I was pregnant (before I found out) I took her to an amusment park at Arnleds park in lake OAKABOJI, IA. DH parents own a little loft there on the lake. And, they wouldnt let me ride it with her, and lets say poor kid didnt hang on and was flying side to side on the mini coaster there and we had to stop the ride.. But since I got to ride the one at the mall SHE LOVED IT@!!!!!.. ITs so fun..
So, The thing now is I need a momma to hang with too with her kids..
For some odd reason I'm getting positive OPKS I had one yesterday and today, But no BFP. So, I'm lost generally during the TWW a positive OPK means Prengancy if a pregnancy test is positive.
:rofl: You made me cry laugh!!! LMAO!!!!
Well when my son was 2 he was really in his "terrible twos" I was given the option of "medicating" him.. but oh please.. he was being a normal healthy 2 yr old. I applaud:clap: you for not medicating your child. I mean.. hyper and all.. so were we!!! Our parents just bared with it??.. why should we have medicated zombies at home??.. Sorry many may differ with me but that's what I think. Anyways.. I would love a little girl I need "softness" in the house ( so I've heard) My son is like a sumo wrestler, car racer, marathon runner, YOU NAME IT!! he is rough, spits, smells like booger even if I bathe him in pure lavender!!.. LMAO!!!!!!
Boys smell, and sweat and are overall gross!! LMAO!! ( OMG is this my dear son I am talking about????):p
I think being an only child has gotten to me.. I want a little girl so I can play with her just like my mother did. I admire my mom and love her to death. She is my adoptive mom.. she had her uterus removed at age 21 due to severe fibrosis. I was in her arms from birth and she is just amazing!! you don't need to physically have a child to have the mom thing nailed.. she did!! She is amazing and I'm hoping that I can have a little girl to name her after her.. I play fair with hubby I let him choose one name and me the other so He picked Hannah and I picked Victoria ( after my momma) so if it's a girl her name will be Hannah Victoria!!'
I don't have any boy names yet.. as I'm hoping for a girl.. HEHEHHE
I am laughing about what you go through with your kids.. I thinks it a blessing to be a SAHM.. and yeah sometimes my hubby gives me the " I work all day and you do nothing at home" BS and I get so ****ed off.. but I did left him with my son alone one day and when I got home ( late I made sure) he really had a different view on what I do at home. So imagine with 2!! Bless your heart!! LOL AAAHHHH the joys of motherhood!! ;)
Momma, I am wishing you the best.. and do wait a few more days! I am praying for your :bfp:
:goodluck:
:hug:
Ruthie
Ruth-I have a tendancy to make peoples day better. :rofl:. Sound's like your mom is a great mom. My mom is also a great mom even though she struggled with me when I was little she really didn't have the help I do with the kids, Being able to have family (AKA my mom or grandma) to watch me when I was little, She put me into an instatute at age 4 1/2 along with 13 differant pills At that time they were still studing basically I was Little Miss Steph the Guinie pig.. LOL. She just couldn't handle me, Hailey is exactly like me in every aspect some of her father too (bioligical) But, I could never do what my mom did to me & be able to watch my kid sit there looking like shes stoned all day, I have pictures of what I looked like back than and its sad.
After I have my children Hoping for 2 more if possible, I want to adopt (its always been my dream) So has being a help to homeless people, I have a big heart for people and always have even though I have been stepped on alot. So, I'm hoping to fullfill those dreams helping little children and homeless.
Thats cute how you have girls names picked I LOVE THEM TOO.. Mine are Preston Page or Tristan = BOy names (not sure on middle yet). And for a Girl Serenity Michelle. :D.
I will give you my girl dust hun.. lol..
I think for once I'm enjoying my day being able to talk to someone = You... I called that chick I was telling you about and as I though she had her baby yesterday I was kinda looking forward to hanging out with a mommy.. She had a little boy 7 pounds 4 oz.. So I congratulated her..
mollycat--Check out your chart--it's like a mirror image of itself! Almost looks like you planned it that way! :lol:
Krystie--Ooh! Looks like you're coming up on O!! :woot: How's that working with the calendar you prepared, are you making DH abstain like planned? I'm :pray: for this to be "the one"--the BFP!! *kiss*
smilanatu--Hope you're doing ok, hon... :hug: Sure do miss seeing your post first thing in the am! You're in my thoughts and :pray:
tutmae--Hope the m/s gets better soon! I've been lonely for you! :hug: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:
Jen - just had to go back and have a look - it does doesn't it. Wonder what tomorrow will bring? :ROFL:
Babyfever- I'm glad I had you to talk to today. You really made my day!! Thank you for that!!:hug: Thank you for the girl Dust I sure need it!! hehehe Have a great day momma!! You knwo you have a friend in me!!.;)
Mollycat: :bluedust::stickyvibesgirl::pink-babydust::goodluck2: I am praying for your :bfp:
Mollycat - Hope you're feeling a little better today. Wish I was spewing instead of sneezing (so long as it was MS)!
Easha - My LP is an average of 14, a minimum of 10, max of 16. All over the shop it seems!! I like the fact that b6 brings your O date sooner though ... just in case. Are there any side affects? Is there any reason why someone like me SHOULDN'T take it? Hope DH gets along ok with the jar.
Babyfever - Sorry those test are playing up on you. And I hope I don't upset you when I say this, but, if you don't love your current DH and you don't think you ever will, do you think it's fair on him to let him hang around? If you're not UTD now, perhaps you should hold off until you meet someone that you really do love. Do youalready have any children with him? Otherwise you might end up meeting someone down the track and then you might want to have children with them, and then it could end up really messy. I hate coordinating weekends with just one ex and one child. Christmas' and special days would be a nightmare. How old are you if you don't mind me asking? Is your biological clock ticking? Or do you have some years to spare? If you have some years to spare, as hard as it may be at the moment, I would put the bub on hold and wait till everything is sorted out. Please don't be upset by this, I just want you to be happy in the long run.
AFM - Feeling much better today, but still not 100%, so considering I don't often take sick days, I have decided to stay at home and will go back tomorrow. CD2 for me. I am a bit hesitant ... seeing I didn't conceive last month, and that was the month I took progesterone pessaries ... I don't want to mess with my body too much ... but considering 2 MCs in a row, may be it needs messing with a little bit?? I don't know? Do I use the prog pess this month? Do I use B6?? Do I go to the acupuncturist?? Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Take care girlies!
:grouphug:
:pink-babydust::bluedust::pink-babydust::bluedust::pink-babydust:
PS - Here is an interesting site my BF put me on to ...
Pee On A Stick ~ OPK's as HPT's
Joey- Me and DH have a child together and he has a step child from me. I'm 20 years old will be 21 September 19th (Yes Iam young). My first child which is DH's step daughter her name is Hailey she is 2 years old. Me and DH had been trying 3 years for a child together before she came along, We split up because he needed to finish college (I broke it with him) And he worked night shifts as a security guard at the same time so he was barly ever awake. I also left him because the connection and the feeling weren't there. I was told that I would never be able to have children because of the fact the depo provara. So, When I started dating a guy that I kinda knew in the past I told him I couldn't have any. Well, 1 week before I found out I was pregnant he left me. And well a week later boom I found out I was pregnant & totally wasn't expecting it. He the dad of Hailey ended up getting married to his ex fiancee 1 month after finding out I was pregnant with his child (he was in denial) He never called to ask if the child was okay during pregnancy nothing. I did call when I gave birth because she was almost dying because of her lungs HE came to see her and that was it. When she was 2 months old we did A DNA to prove to him it was his even though his mom knew she was his due to what she looked like everything. After Hailey was about 4 months old We had DH tested SA to see if it was him causing us not to get pregnant (since I got pregnant with HAiley I knew it wasnt me) His SA came back low, And he was told to take fertilty blend One month after him being on that we fell pregnant with our first child ASpen. I became happy with DH like I never have been before. After she was born he started going to work out of state with his new job which he got when I was pregnant. And worked everyother week one week home one week gone. And, he started acting like he never missed me or that his work was more important that his family so that made my happiness shot. I still never felt in love with him. But I was happy once. When I was dating My boyfriend (ex now) He wanted to have a baby with me even though he knew I was probbaly gonna leave him & I told him that I didn't want one because I don't want to put another child in that situation. Well, me and my ex broke up due to he smokes MJ, and immature doesn't know how to handle money lyes. And, Me and DH desided that we were going to try since I'm not going to be with anyone else and dont plan to. I plan on staying right were I'm at. The only reason I got with someone else was because it was an ex of mine from long ago that I still dreamed about and loved more than anything & I fianlyl found him & I though he would had changed after 4 years and he didn't.
Your post did not upset me hunny your just trying to help.
I also, Have HPV that is the 1-4 types that give off cervical cancer. Theres over like 245 types of HPV but only like 4 or 6 are cervical canceris. Also, the woman in my family have hystery of Uterine cancers and cystic fibroids I think thats what there called (and what my grandma had) the youngest was 23 and oldest 30. My mom is been lucky not to have on but she never gets checked out so we dont know if she has any of that or not. shes 40. So, I dont wnat to wait..
Joey- I don't know much about Progesterone suppossys, But maybe you could try a Acupunterist there really good on TTC and fertility etc. There will be lots of meds (herbs) to take with it (Depending on what your acupunterist has for you) But it still is good. I'm glad you are feeling better. Hopefully that extra day of rest helped a little.
Babyfever - So sorry that you have HPV. That is so great that you have been able to have kids even though you were told you never would. I love that name Aspen!!! Perhaps you and DH will just live happily ever after as best friends. Are you best friends? Cause ultimately that's all couples are anyway?? Once the initial steamy-ness goes away. It's so great that you have him, and that you are going to councilling. I wish you allllllllllllll the best of luck and I reallllly hope things work out for you both. :hug: How are your families? Are they supportive?
Thanks for the positive note on acupuncture. I am starting to second guess every thing now that I have gotten a BFN after trying something different. Perhaps it was just time for a BFN for me? I really do think acupuncture can't hurt.
Joey- I did the post thinking I might had confuesed you a little, But I guess you bet me to posting before i finished editing lol. I think you got the consept. He said he would never want to be friends with me if we split. But right now we are best friends and always have been. My family is very supportive. Thank goodness. Though its been a hard time for my family since my Granddad passed away so I havn't been able to talk to them much. My mom knows that I have had this problem with DH forever, And doesn't understand why I let him get me back. He always smothers me in gifts and everything till I Do. THis time I came back on my own. But my mom knows everything lol. She loves DH more than anything in the family she thinks hes a great guy. Thank you hun with the best of luck wishes. I hope it works too..
I'm sorry you got a BFN you don't deserve it or anyone else that is TTC. I never really though about doing actupunture but I ended up getting into it because my exes dad is an cyroprater and acupunterist so he had me come in since I sever left side cramping which we never found out what caused that but it did go away once he stuck the needle in. And, I got put on like 6 differant pills. And I very much enjoyed it it doesnt hurt its just a quick sting after the pull it out. And if you have POCS or whatevever other problems you have with TTC let them know so they can get the right actupuunter points. And herbs for you. Thanks for adding me on friends list.. I really hope that you get your BFP soon maybe without having to use an acupunter but using them during pregnancy is good too..
I've started my own blog. Yeah!! :clap:
Joey-You best not even stop coming on BB!! I just read your blog. I demand you to stay.. I'm glad to hear your going in to see the acupunterist on Tuesday, Just remember the herbs will take time to kick in sometimes it works fast sometimes it doesn't. I have a post in here that tell you what I'm on and what it is for somewear around here... I really hope that this works for you.. :D Tell me how it goes!!
I PMed you the info.. I didn't want to repost it
Thanks Babyfever. OMG I can't beleive all of them. Do you rattle when you run?? :ROFL: