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Everything went well this morning, it was still dark outside when we were up heading for the Day surgery, but somehow it just felt so approperiate...we got home at about 1030am...I feel part of me has been taken away and I feel exhausted so I just slept and slept, and when I woke up I feel I need more sleep and that's what I did...
Thanks for thinking of me this monring and just want to let you know that I am feeling fine now, physically at least and I will now try to get some food down.
Work knows I am going to take next week off and my boss said don't rush back and take as much time as I need. So I will take one day at the time...
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Babe
My heart breaks........ I really do not know what to say, words cannot express the feeling I have inside for you and your partner.
All the best hun..... I hope I will one day read your journey of motherhood.
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OMG, I'm so sorry. I have been offline for a few days. I cried when i read this, my heart goes out to you both.
I wish there was something i could say to comfort you.
:hugs:
Jo
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Oh Bei Bei, I can't believe it. Please take care of yourself & DH :(
I hope your great courage and strength gets you through this difficult time.
Thinking of you x
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BeiBei, I am so sorry for your loss and the pain that you're going through. I hope that you are able to surround yourself with the love and hugs that you need right now. Rest quietly and know that we're all thinking of you. :( Hugs and more hugs. In the days after my last loss, the hugs and kind words from the BB family meant so much to me, particularly as I was mostly alone. Whenever you need a hug, just say so. I'm glad you are able to take the week off from work. :hug:
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Sorry for your loss BeiBei
Big Hugs
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BeiBei, i am so sorry for your loss. what a blow, i wish my tears could heal your pain. hugs, m
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Auntie M, thanks for your post...and I can't help noticing that you have also just lost your sweet baby in March.Aat 39 weeks, I can't even begin to imgine your pain and sense of loss...I hope you are coping ok and thanks for taking the time to lend your support, it means a lot...
Sometimes, you think the world is just so unfair! Take care hun...
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sometimes, the world is unfair. that is when we can all use support from each other, and that compassion is what matters most. hugs to you for your dark days, and hope for the ones to come that aren't so dark. m
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hi all. My name is anastasia i'm 30 years of age and my husband and i have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years and no luck. Was pregnant 2 times but unfortunatley we had 2 miscarriages and i got to see the 2nd pregnancy heartbeat and it was all good, the specialist said to me. the next day i had lots of blood clots. just don't understand why. both miscarriages lasted 6 weeks. i had a curette done and had the tissue tested and everything was goo. my husband and i had genetic and chromosomes blood test done and they are all good so there are no problem. but my quesdtion is why can't my husband and cannot carry the baby for more than 6 weeks? i have had endometriosis but now their all gone. plz i love to hear from you, if you have any advice thank you. take care.
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BeiBei, just popping in to check on how you are going. I hope all is as well as it can be right now. Where are you at with things?
My internet connection seems to be trying to stop me from posting, but I've been thinking about you recently and wanted to check that you're ok.
BW
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Oh BW, thank you for checking on me sweetie. With all the things on your mind right now, I am really moved that you are so thoughtful...
I have been extremely busy at work because of a stuff-up, it just couldn't come at a 'better timing'...anyway, it is now almost been fixed. that's why I haven't had a chance to come in and visit at all...my mind was all over the place.
I have planned a two-week holiday overseas to visit my parents (home), so it should be quite relaxing and nice...that's what I need I guess...only 1 and half week to go...I planned so last minute that I couldn't believe I will be on a plane next Saturday...
This Monday was a very depressing day and I just feel am not engaging at work at all...had a cry when I told one close colleague and I was surprised it was still so upseting although I thought I was doing fine whole last week...but it seems now good days out numbered bad days...I guess that's a good sign...
How is your appointment with Dr. S? and how are you coping mentally? Do you feeling the weight start lifting? I am always here to listen you know that...
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BeiBei...just wanted to drop in and say hi...and see how you are doing, chickie.
Hoping that your trip to see your parents is really special...
Take care...
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BeiBei, the good days do eventually get more and more, and the bad days easier to deal with.
In some ways, this experience has improved our marriage so much, and it was the one thing that tipped me over the edge with my depression that it's finally getting dealt with. I'm in such a positive frame of mind right now, and seeing so many good things come out of a bad experience that it's hard to feel too sad about things. My Caterpillar may have flown away, but they left an imprint on our lives that has lead to so many positives... and that makes it all easier to deal with. I've had such a huge weight lifted, that I'm feeling better (mentally at least) than I have in years and years.
I hope your trip away to see your parents is a time of rest, relaxation and healing. I've discovered that being busy at work is sometimes a good thing - it helps to have something to throw yourself into and take the focus off IVF for a while.
BW
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Hi BeiBei,
am so sorry for ur loss. our thoughts and prayers r with u. i had a d&c before and i too was put under GA.
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Just want to vent a bit (thank God I have a place to do this, feel grateful already)...in summary, Mood change -- from Mellow to Crappy...
I thought I was ok but lately don't know where all the anger and crappiness comes from (feel they are coming everywhere)...all the things annoys me...I have never broken so many glasses in my life (accidentally) and seems everything is against me, nothing goes to plan...water temperature even running hot and cold when I take a shower, bathroom fan is broken, tap is leaking, our investment property is 'negative gearing' a lot more than we thought...I don't know its because the moon is not in the right place or I am becoming more fragile, but I get frustrated everywhere I look...
I thought I have passed the worst part after the m/c, am I trying too hard? Are those feelings just starting to surface? I really have no idea...I just don't want to be a bad person to be around /with, for my poor DH's sake and other people who seems nicer than me ATM...
My holiday is only a week away and I hope with my attitude ATM, they will be able to sell me an airticket to somewhere...
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Oh BeiBei...I now exactly what you mean. I'm still having really sucky days where everything seems to go bad. I think you just have to go with it...take it for what it is...a bad day...and make the most of it to vent all your anger and saddness...no point wasting it right !@?! It will get better...if these blasties hadn't thawed I would have ended up being admitted to the psych ward for sure...it doesn't take much to push you over the edge when you have a broken heart. Hang in there hun...remember...there's safety in numbers and we're all here with you xxx
