Now its three in a row

Thankyou all, I appreciate every single message.

I started spotting this morning so I think my body is starting to realise what has happened.

I'm so so sorry. :hug: :hug:

xox

Sorry for your loss :comfort:

:hug: babe :( I hope your body does realise and stop tourturing you :hug: This sounds totally horrible but are you going to get the bub tested? I did last m/c, and there was nothing wrong with her :( Massive hugs and your in my thoughts babe. Take care of yourself and if things ramp up make sure you take some pain killers and rest xxxxxxxxxxx (is hubby helping you out with the boys??) xx

D&C booked for Friday. I am heartbroken :crying:

Yas, I am getting the bub tested, they did the same last time but found nothing. My Dr said its rare to have two pgs 'fail' at exactly the same time within 6 months of each other, so who knows if he will find anything.

:( DG hug :hug: babe....I am heartbroken for you.....I know there's nothing i can say but i'm here and i understand :hug: I think of you all the time babe.
Lots of love and super strength healing vibes xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

How is your bleeding going DG?
I hope your body is doing some hard work, to help you avoid a D&C on Friday.

Three in a row is horrible... I am so sorry that this is happening to you :hug:

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My bleeding has all but stopped. Typical eh? I dont know if I want to go ahead with the D&C. I still feel so pg. Maybe I should hold out another week, but the u/s showed the baby passed 3 weeks ago. Maybe Im just being silly and should just have the D&C.

Babe, your not being silly :hug: Can you request another u/s babe? If you'd like another one, go and get one babe. It must be hard to still feel so pg :(
Lots of love xxxxxxxxxx

Thanks Yas. I did just that. I got another u/s this afternoon and it was plain to see that the bub had passed. I will get my D&C on Friday with no doubt in my mind.

Oh I"m so sad to hear that the bleeding stopped :( Got my fingers and toes crossed that you can avoid the D and C...

And you're not being silly at all, atleast now you know 100% that things aren't progressing, and your bubby is no longer with you. I'm so sorry :hug:

Our times will come DG. And when they do-, I think we'll both be incredibly stressed until we're actually holding them in our arms.

x love x

DG- I'm so sorry babe :( I will pray for a sticky take home bubba to be sent your way :hug: In the meantime take care of yourself hun....
Lots of love xxxxxxxxxx
I'll be stalking hun, here if you need anything xx

Diamond how are you going?? Thinking about you tonight. x

Physically, Im great. My m/s stopped the moment I woke up after the D&C, and I do feel as though my body is healing. I have been eating like crazy today which feels wierd after two months of feeling constantly ill.

Emotionally, Im a mess. I am so down at the moment. I guess you know exactly how Im feeling. I just feel like my body has totally failed me. It didnt nurture and protect my baby (or the two before), and it didnt even let me have the natural ending I wanted. I feel so cheated. I went to the supermarket today and started bawling when I saw a pg woman. I wondered why not me? I should be 8 months pg or 3 months, but I am neither. Gosh this hurts...

I hope you are doing better than me Telly, I think of you all the time too and wish you werent having to deal with this too.

Oh god... I am so so sorry diamond :hug:
I have no words. But just know that I am listening. Anytime. x

Massive :hug: to both of you xxxxx

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:hug: babe- I am so so sorry :( sending you lots of love xxxxx