Oh hun, I am so very sorry for your loss
RIP Matilda Bear :hug:
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Oh hun, I am so very sorry for your loss
RIP Matilda Bear :hug:
im so sorry for your loss huni, take care of yourself xxx
Hi Lana
I've just been on Carly's "Name in the sand" page (isn't she inspirational??)and saw Matilda's name. It's a gorgeous picture and I love how you used the song "Halo". That song has been in my head for weeks and I think of my Matilda when I hear it too.
How have you been doing?
Its been 10 weeks for us - still feels like yesterday. I can have really good days then I'll have complete shockers. A friend of mine had a baby girl this week so I went out today to buy her a present. I spent more than I should've but I bought the most gorgeous wrap that I know I would've bought for Tilly. Then of course I get in the car and bawl my eyes out because I want to be buying it for her.
Its like I can tell there's someone physically missing from our family - our family is incomplete without her. I'm really missing her and missing looking forward to being her mum. Its like arranging to meet a friend at a party where you don't know anyone and your friend is late so you look around at everyone in a crowded room and you feel so alone and out of place. That's what it feels like. The whole world is ticking by and my world is out of whack cos my little girl has gone.
I've come to terms with the fact that I will always miss her and there will always be a hole in our family but God it sucks! Its so not fair.
Its not fair we had to lose our babies.
I'm sorry we had to meet in this forum and in such tragic circumstances.
I hope you're having more good days than bad
Hope you're having a better day than I am
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