just remembering my Katy Rose

**Rach75** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:47 AM

even though I am pregant ( due in 5 weeks )and have a beautfiul almost 3 yr old son I sit here in tears

today knowing that 6 years ago my induction process was begining and that by 1.10pm tomorrow my little girl would have left my body and this earth....

I feel so alone and lost .... all I ever wanted was a little girl and she was taken from me by a horrible disorder...

I feel like I should have got over it, and although Jase understands and still grieves my family as well, IL's well thats another story.. I feel like I should look at what I have and no dwell on what I lost...

anyway I just needed to get that out...

RIP my beautiful Katy Rose stillborn but born still @ 1.10pm 23rd Sept 2003 fly free precious one

**MrsFabuloso** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:50 AM

RIP little angel.

BIG

hun. You have every right to grieve you little girl. Be kind to yourslef and take it easy.

**rufalina** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:50 AM

I will light a candle tonight for your little princess, Katy. RIP little one.

**~clover~** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:51 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss hunny.
I can't imagine that you'll ever get over it. Time does not heal all wounds.
Will be thinking of you tomorrow xx

**Footsteps** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:51 AM

huge hugs rach...im so sorry huni.
R.I.P Katy- fly free beautiful angel. xox

**Rach75** · September 22nd, 2009, 09:56 AM

thanks girls

**Nicambhar** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:02 AM

aawww Rach,

... I am sure you and your family will never get over it.. don't be too harsh on yourself.

RIP Katy Rose. xx

**Arimeh** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:09 AM

Rach

I find the things that have no explanation are the hardest to heal.

Be gentle on yourself.

xxxxx

**luna moth** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:31 AM

for you and your little angel.

**Inanna** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:35 AM

My love I was thinking of Katy Rose this morning. I had no idea why! But now I know...

I am so sorry your baby girl flew away - the pain is always there. The death of a child is something that we don't just get over. I wish I could cuddle you and cry tears with you in person.

I am lighting my candle for Katy - it will burn brightly all day.

Know you are loved and supported

**Heaven** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:36 AM

You have every right to feel that way Rach, she is your little girl and she isn't here with you

**Jas** · September 22nd, 2009, 10:51 AM

I am thinking of your precious daughter Katy Rose, playing and dancing in the clouds. Thinking of you and your family I know Katy will be watching over you