Hi Jelly,
firstly I am deeply sorry for your and your
dh loss.... I too have had a ruptured ectopic in Aug 2006 and I lost my right tube and nearly my life.... I too understand the pain you are experiencing after ttc for a period of time ...... please please give yourself and
DH time to greive, getting annoyed, yell and cry it is all part of your healing process... The physical pain is also unbearable - I developed an infection in my scar and it spilt open slighty - which I found hard to cope with onto of everything else!!! Boy did I hate the world and people who would say oh it wasn't meant to be.... why do people say such things???? sorry off the track there......
For
DH - maybe you could both create a specail box for your angel? Something you share together or plant a rose or something.....I planted a special flower for our angel and made box (took me a long time to do)....
For risk factors - I took was told it was something that happens to women about 4% ???
BUT BUT - We went on and ttc and had an amazing little man - Aiden who is 2 and we are expecting our 2nd anyday and we are in our 30's......... and yes both pregnancy have been scary - but well worth the fear ......
Hun we are here for you anythime and sending you big big hugs xxxx