We went for what was suppose to be our 12week scan yesterday but we were saddened to find out that 4 weeks ago our baby grew wings and flew up to heaven @ around 8weeks. We were shocked to the core. In the past few days i had had some spotting but thought nothing of it and had no other signs that anything was a miss. The sonogragher was most apologetic and kept saying he was sorry for being the one to deliver the news.
We seen the doctor yesterday and he was on the ball from the moment we went into his office we didnt need to say or explain anything. He explained what had happened and told me it was a "missed abortion" and explained my options and we chose for me to have a d&c but because we're in a country town i wont be able to have it done until Wednesday morning as the surgical staff arent in everyday. He explained the procedure and made sure i would have someone drop me off at the hospital and pick me up and also have someone at home with me.
DF has his 2nd uni exam on Wednesday afternoon so MIL will finish early to come look after Sophie & I. Then Thursday-Friday DF needs to go to Canberra to find somewhere to live as he's starting a new job down there starting Monday.
So my dear beautiful sisters (TK1999 being 1 of them) are driving up from Sydney on Wednesday to stay Wednesday-Friday as i think they need to be with me as much i need them to be with me. They dont want me to be alone.
We didnt have a dating scan because we were sure of our dates and we werent honestly going to have the 12week scan as we didnt with DD but thought we would because we didnt have the dating scan.
Wanne... my beautiful Wanne... I am so sorry for the loss you, C & S have experienced. You know I would take this pain away in a heartbeat if I could - but I can't and I hate that. I will pass on the love and hugs that I have recieved when I see you tomorrow - big big squishy bear hugs
Fly free little one... Aunty T misses you so much - look over your mummy, daddy and big sister during this difficult time.
I noticed your loss on TK's sig last night and PM'ed her about it.
I wish you ALL the strength in the world. The pain will ease but never go away completely. You are very lucky to have very supportive sisters on hand. I told TK to allow you to grieve, cry and express your emotions in anyway which suits you as this help the grieving process. I hate it when our body's plays tricks on us like that, it is awful.
You have one healthy little girl, so you know you can conceive, carry and birth. I'm pretty sure you and your DH are young and healthy individuals, so you will conceive once more. I know the next one will not replace this one which grew its wings, but you will always carry this angel in your heart forever.
Your little angel is in my prayers tonight. Take it easy.
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