Hello

I found out that I lost my baby last week on Thursday I havent even been able to say it out loud yet. It passed naturally on Tuesday night but I didnt find out until Thursday as the doctor had me on bed rest as I had a blood clot associated with the pregnancy.

This is my third loss, the first one was a blighted ovum, the second an eptopic.

This was not only the hardest because it was the third but also because this was the first time we had seen the baby and it had finally found its home.

The doctor has now reccomended that we get some tests done that may or may not give us some answers this time.

I just seem to be a mess at the moment I went back to work straight away which helped but I am just so angry.

I am trying to pretend to everyone that I am ok but I really am not coping well and I dont know what to do.

I have alot of friends with babies and I can relate to some other posts with it being really hard to be around them.

Anyway thanks for listening and it really has helped me to even talk about it on here.