Little bubba #7.... "Seven"

[Pretty Butterfly]

I'm not sure how far I will get today, I can barely see throught the tears already....

Ad and I decided after #6, no more bubbas. It took a LONG time for me to get to that point. We went and got a refferal for Ad to get the snip.... but never got around to getting it....

Was feeling ill one night, a very familar feeling, done a test, and it was positive SO fast.... and to be honest, i was pretty pi$$ed... I had just gotten over not having any more.....

But pretty soon i was super excited!!!! Everything was going so well, just the worst morning sickness I had ever had!!!

All scans were normal.

On saturday night, I had some brown discharge. Wasn't too concerned, and took myself to hossy alone. A young doc couldn't find a heartbeat, but said my cervix was high, closed and not actually bleeding. She even laughed and said she never finds the heartbeat, and to come back upo in the morning when an Ob would be on, and have another check.

Sunday, and up we go. Another doc checked, and found a quick flicker of a heartbeat.... massive sigh of releif, and they take us through for a proper scan to check everything else is ok.

No heartbeat, at all....... I was just a mess..... complete mess.... we were told bub had passed at about 13.5 weeks...... was very small, with her little hand resting on her cheek....


BBL.....

[Marlene]

I am so, so sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you.

[Butterfly Child]

im so sorry for your loss, i wish there was some way i could take away the pain sweetheart im thinking about you hun xxx take it easy and know we are all here for you

[feeb]

So sorry for your loss.

Fly free seven

xoxoxo

[Jahzara]

I am truely sorry for your Loss



xoxo

[Heaven]

I am so sorry Jodie

[BekZ]

I am so sadden to hear of your loss. You are in my prayers love.

[Stevie]

my heart is breaking for you sweetheart
i am so sorry for what you are going through, if we could take the pain away we would
xxx

[Tanya]

I am here with you, take your time
(((hugs)))

[Elocin]

[smiles4u]

... just heartbroken for you Jodie, i'm so so sorry ... warm hugs to you from me xOxOx

[Nettie]

Awww hun. I'm so sorry.

You must be on the worst rollercoaster-ride.

Lean on us... we're here for you.

[MrsB26]

oh Jody

take your time, we will always be here for you

[murraycod]

Jody,
Darling I am so sorry
RIP Little Angel XXX

[BrightSparkles]

Oh Hun, I'm so sorry to read of your loss. I have been following your story.Take your time to grieve and know we are all here for you hun.
RIP little angel. xx

[Cassius2]

i am so so sorry pretty butterfly

fly free beautiful baby girl xx

[Ryatha]

[tk1999]

my love and thoughts are with you and your family