I was doing ok....

[{sarah}]

I kept busy today, trying to keep my mind off what we went through exactly a month ago. We went out to the markets in the morning & had a nice time. On the way back I told Aaron we had to go do something else because I couldn't just sit around the house because I'd be thinking about it. This was all around the exact time our u/s was. I told him I was ok but was worried more about when AF arrived. He asked why. I said it was because I shouldn't be having one... I should be pregnant.

Then I lost it I said can we change the subject & he suggested that maybe we shouldn't & I needed to talk about it still. I couldn't, I didn't want to have a talk in the car so we left it.

I'm ok for the most part & don't think about it, but I think that's the key I'm ok if I don't think about it. Thursday will be tough (1 month from D&C) and then I suppose I have to get past each month & then our due date

Gosh this is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. I miss my baby so much

[Marlene]

I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a big, big hug.

[Rouge]

Just It really really sucks.

[Lolli]

[thepixie]

[Jahzara]

xoxo

[diannescruffy]

Just want to wrap my arms around you and hold you so tight .

Regards,
Dianne

[ezymay]

Big giant squishy hugs Sarah..I'm so sorry

[Nicole S]

So sorry Sarah, BIG

[maz]

Im not going to say it gets any easier cause Id be lying. Just take one day at a time hon and dont ever be affraid to cry

[~Hestia~]

Thinking of you

[~breeze~]

Oh Sarah it sucks big time Sending you lots of & strength xoxo

[Snacks]

I'm just so sorry, Sarah.

[Nettie]

Awww hun...

I'm shedding a tear for you. I wish it could wipe away some of yours...

[Just Me]

So sorry Sarah

[*Beema*]

Sarah, we will be there for you as you approach each day of greater significance with open arms, sharing warmth from our hearts and shoulders to cry on and for every minute inbetween you need us we will be here with you.

[Hollybolly]

Sarah, i have no words of advice but just wanted to say I'm thinking of you xxx

Aaron is just amazing & I am so glad you have him to be there for whatever you need.
Be gentle to yourself hunny

[feeb]

Hugs hun

Thinking of you at this hard time, don't be afraid to cry.

xoxo