My JellyBean

**Amaunet** · October 26th, 2010, 07:25 PM

My JellyBean has flown away

I thought I was 10 weeks - have had plenty of symptoms - but no heartbeat could be detected and JB had stopped growing at 8 weeks.

I have a d/c tomorrow and I'm a bit scared, I've never had any major medical procedures before. I know I could wait and see if JB passed naturally but don't think I could stand the wait.

I already loved this little baby so much. Had so many plans, hopes, dreams. I was looking forward to another birth, breastfeeding, everything. It doesn't feel like my life...

I love you JellyBean - I will always remember you xxoo

**Just Me** · October 26th, 2010, 07:28 PM

I'm so sorry CF. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.

Fly free precious JellyBean

**Maruschke** · October 26th, 2010, 07:33 PM

CF

I'm so sorry.

**Miss.B** · October 26th, 2010, 07:34 PM

Oh sweetie, I am sitting here with tears falling down my cheeks. I am so sorry you've lost your wee JellyBean. It's amazing how much you can love and feel the bond with someone so tiny. Fly free darling angel, look over your mummy, daddy and big brother always. Huge hugs sweetheart

Beata xxx

**diannescruffy** · October 26th, 2010, 07:41 PM

Sorry for your loss

.

Regards,
Dianne

**blessedatlast** · October 26th, 2010, 07:47 PM

I am so sorry your little Jelly Bean couldn't stay

**onthefly** · October 26th, 2010, 08:17 PM

I'm so sorry JellyBean couldnt' stay

Will be thinking of you tomorrow

**Calluna** · October 26th, 2010, 08:21 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss.

fly free Jellybean.

**Mum2Romone** · October 26th, 2010, 08:24 PM

I'm so sorry for the loss of your Jellybean.... I understand your pain and If you want anyone to talk to feel free to pm me.

It's a lot better to have the d&c and be able to physically feel better , The natural way is drawn out and more emotionally damaging in the long run. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and I hope you are able to find peace soon

**Asparagus and Lemons** · October 26th, 2010, 08:34 PM

So sorry for your loss

Fly free little one

**Jewel** · October 26th, 2010, 08:40 PM

I'm so so sorry your Jellybean couldn't stay.

Fly free precious.

xox

**ss_storm** · October 26th, 2010, 08:49 PM

oh hun

so sorry for your loss, my heart is aching for you right now. good luck with the d&c, I hope it goes as smoothly as something as awful as this can be.
Thinking of you, if there's anything I can do let me know xx