Sunday is Taite and Seth's 2nd birthday.. It's hard to believe it's 2yrs since I became a mother.. I miss them so much, and wish things were different.. I wish I was creative and could write poems myself, but instead I have found some other poems to describe how I am feeling at the moment.
My Child
You changed me. You changed who I am,You changed who I will be, I am forever changed because of you.
You’ve taught me that love has no boundries, You've taught me that there is more to life than what I know, You’ve taught me to really truly count my blessings.You’ve taught me the strength of a bond between a mother and a child.
Life is unpredictable, Life is about the love you share, and the people you share it with. Life isn’t easy and there is pain beyond measure But my life must continue, even though your life is gone.
I must continue, so that I can change the lives of others the way you have forever changed me.
Protection
I feel like I am hiding, Deep within myself.
I’m afraid to show my feelings,They should be put upon the shelf.
I have to smile And say I’m fine,When most days I am not.The pain inside is dimming some,The light is all I’ve got.
Protecting your memory, Is a force so deep,That I cannot explain.They must know that you were here And I can’t escape the pain.
I’m grateful for those who honor you By mentioning your name.You were here and you are mine, I love you all the same.
I still remember reading Taite and Seth's story for the first time last year, and how touched I was Your boys were so gorgeous, I'm sure they're happy playing together forever
Happy birthday for Sunday, little ones
Last edited by TeniBear; November 19th, 2010 at 01:32 PM.
Happy Birthday to your precious angels, Seth and Taite. I have read your blog a number of times and it always has me in tears and your strength is amazing.
Sadly, my friend's baby joined your angels today. She was 23 weeks pregnant, and it's comforting to know that her precious baby boy shares his birthday with two other very special angels.
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