8 weeks pp, 2 weeks with no bleeding but then bleeding and other (warning TMI!)

[ashie]

im 8 weeks pp today (planned c section) and for the past 2 weeks my bleeding had stopped, and last night i felt a gush, but was only spotting (which is really brown in colour) but that gush feeling was literally i am not sure what it is, i thought it may be internal stitching stitching that has not dissovled very well but, i been loosing that the last 3-4 weeks and that stuff was more silky and stringy.
what i was loosing last night was clumps and the pain was bad, today their is still spotting and i havent lost anymmore of the unknown stuff and the pain has dissolved too. i dont know what it could be it was yuck, they were not huge only big of 5 cent pieces but they were a different consistancy and thick were not as soft as other stuff i've been loosing their were bits that felt grainy and not strectchy? and the blood loss not much but being so brown? its not an af which if it was should of started by now blood has only been when i wipe its the colour and the other stuff that has me confused.
i had not had that happen with my last bubs, and terrified my bleeding problem has returned now.
bleeding problem is i spot or have a flow non stop only time it stops is when i am pregnant! been through tests and procedures and nothing to cause it. so thats why we had jakob to have an ablation, but as it was gone doc said i dont need it now. (which is the best news when i would love more kids one day!)
so you can see im feeling really sad, not to mention all this happened infront of dh last night (after having so many problems to do with bleeding you would think i wouldnt be shy lol)
he is a tad worried as what we have been through he says you are defently not normal.

so anyone know wht it may be? i am right its internal stitching that hasnt come away yet? or something else (my little one has an appt for needles so if need be ill tell him thursday whats happening)

sorry for the TMI and thankyou in advance! xxx

[Danielle_NZ]

sorry I'm not much help but I hope you can get some reassuring advice from here before your GP visit

[ashie]

thanks but i have a feeling its my bloody bleeding problem which has returned
cause its only spotting still and changed to a pinky/red colour. but not an af and its not even a flow just spotting again.
ill just have to wait and see, if it lingers about for awhile well the ablation is on the table again but if it goes away i may be able to keep my sanity for longer lol.

i really feel bummed at it may of returned (i honestly thought it was gone 2 weeks of heaven i though what ever has cause the problem in the past was gone) doctors have no idea, and my only option for a chance of no bleeding (its not 100%) is the ablation which mean no more kidlets.

oh how i am not normal